A Suitcase: A PewDiePie and Marzia love story.

The Suitcase (edited)

*Marzia*
I tell my parents about the idea and they seem pretty convinced about it.
My mom seems to get another idea as she rushes to the nearby shops to buy me some things.
I decide to pack a safety suitcase. Something small and compact, that I can run away with when I am in danger.

I kneel down and push my legs to the side. What shall I take with me? This might be the last time I am staying here. I feel like packing my whole room into my suitcase but I can't.

I run my hands through my hair, untangling the knots to distract me for a while. I have two suitcases in front of me. One is big and pink, with flowers all over,I just love it... and the other suitcase is small and black in color.looking at it sends chills up my spine.
I open my closet and look at all my clothes. I pack a set of jeans, a light pink shirt, a pair of shorts, a tank top, and a pair of tights. Ill buy some clothes in Sweden, I heard that there is a store named h&m and they make really good clothes. I put my phone for charging, and I pack my toiletries.
I feel a pit in my stomach while I take my family photo and place it at the top .I hope I get to see them again. Felix will let me...right?
He's not a bad person....

Right?
Why am I doing this to myself now?

"Marzia? My mother calls."
I walk to her and smile.
"Marzia I got this for you." She hands me two pieces of clothing. One is a black turtleneck top whose sleeves go down till my wrists, and a pair of black skinny jeans. She also hands me a brand new phone. I hug her really tight. I cannot believe how hard it might be for them to see me take such a big risk.
"So Marzia, if anything goes wrong, ANYTHING. I know Felix is a good person, and he'll take care of you, but, anything can go wrong. Sometimes it may not even be his fault. So if anything bad happens which requires you to get out of there, come straight back home, and the door will always be open for you."

I smile at her, my eyes brimming with tears. The amount of love she has for me is immeasurable. She gives me a hug which seems to last for hours.I wish it did,though. It feels like my life is changing so fast, I feel like pressing pause to take it all in.
"You're a smart girl Marzia, this is an amazing idea. you know how to handle these, don't you? why should I even be worried?" I look at her face, definitely showing otherwise. "Oh wait, I got something for your new home." She rushes out. I sit down again and pack the clothes and the phone my mum hands me into the small,black suitcase. I hide them with a black blanket, even though I really don't need to. I close my suitcase and let out a sigh. I have to hide this from Felix because I don't want him to get the wrong idea, if he turns out to be a really good person, the person that he is, who would never think about hurting me. I hope there is a place where I can hide it tight and unpacked, without raising any suspicion, and where I can pull it out and run when I need it.
I close my eyes, hoping that my life will change for the better.

[A/N: FINALLY A GODDAMN UPDATE thank y'all for reading and voting, and most importantly, commenting! I really want to know what people think about my book and it was really encouraging to see comments asking me to write more, so here I am!

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