~Poems~

I Don't Speak

Speaking is for people with light

I don't speak, because every word seem to be so shallow

I don't speak, because your replies ring through so painful

I don't speak, because words cannot express how the world let me down

Only a few will be granted with my audible words

'Cause honestly I'm tired

This was never about anyone else, not even you

It's about the fatigue I've developed for the speaking

Right now I sit in my silence and feel you hate yourself for it

You never understood my words either way, I could never set the tone right or express myself right

No loss

I'm here for my lonely singing and one another person

But I make this decision, 'cause I can't do it anymore