~Poems~

Goodnight

So I say goodnight

Goodnight to all my family and friends

Goodnight to all the strangers that I've ever met and everyone else that knew me

Goodnight to all the places that I went to and all my interests that kept me going

Goodnight to the experiences

Goodnight to the moon that witnessed way too much from me and all the stars that spoke in too much hope

Goodnight to the sun that gave me the shine of well being

Goodnight to all the bad nights that are written on my skin and the good ones that were too quickly forgotten

Goodnight to all of my memories, both the painful ones and those that gave me hope

Goodnight to all the memories that haunted me and scratched me with their sharp claws, leaving their marks

Goodnight to the bed in which I layed hopelessly in and in which I lied awake in with too many thoughts

Goodnight to the eternal fatigue

Goodnight to the pain that no medication could reach

Goodnight to the fears and traces of trauma

Goodnight to the melodies in my head and the words that ached to get out

Goodnight to the insecurity, the doubt and the paranoia that wrapped my existence in millions of questions

Goodnight to the scars that shaped me

Goodnight to my tragedies

Goodnight to the world where I spent my time and where I burned so hard, that I eventually faded away

Goodnight to the world that had its beautiful hues, but never enough

Goodnight to the life that gave me so much, but too much

I say goodnight to you all

So goodnight and see you when the morning starts on another ground

Because now I can finally rest

Goodnight

(20/3/2017)