~Poems~

There's Something Going On

There's something going on in my brain

It takes away every shred of independence I have in this house and creates a barrier between thought and action

It leaves me useless and so vulnerable

The words get their meanings peeled off of them and dropped on the ground before I can catch them

Leaving them just another bunch of symbols and sounds to make

I'm losing skill, I'm losing myself and I'm losing everything

My brain is scattered and taped together in a moment of rush

The pieces are not fitting right and I don't know who to blame anymore

Can anybody tell me what's going on?

I'm losing huge chunks of myself like I was made out of the most breakable wood

In pieces I lay on the floor and beg for someone to notice

All the pieces are ill-fitting nowadays

There's something going on in my head and it's rushing against the clock

Feel so helpless and weak

Don't know who to blame, don't know what's going on, don't know anything anymore