What funny little creature you are
Made this dead heart beat
Made grey the most beautiful colour
Made me hope again
You look at me like you haven't changed me
Like you haven't made my insides ignite and an explosion go off
How dare you let me feel this way?
How dare you make me so dependent?
How dare you crushing me and building me up, all constantly with no sight of stopping?
I was doing fine before you came and brought me back to life
I was doing fine living like a ghost
Why do you have to make me wanna live again?
Why do you have to make me wanna trust again?
Why do you do all these things with the simplest of actions?
How dare you stroll into my life and crushing my world with your bare presence?
I never knew that pain could feel this sweet
But you gave me a taste and suddenly the bitter taste of loneliness isn't enough for me anymore
Used to call it an acquired taste
But that's a code word for pretending to like something in the context of being mature
I admit it now
Are you happy?
The bitter taste of loneliness isn't good
It's desperation, it's agony, it's screaming into an empty room full of people
Never hearing a response
I never thought I'd be writing love poems
But you had to take that away from me
With an oblivious smile you've wrecked me
I get it now
I get why all these singers and poets write about love
I hate all of this
This change brings insecurity in me
The worst thing about this taste is knowing that it exists
And it's better than anything I could've ever imagined
It's a pain that kills me in a way that I don't mind dying in
What a funny little creature you are
(30/june/2017)
YOU ARE READING
~Poems~
PoesiaI have always loved writing poems, so I'll post some of them here! Hope you'll like them!
