where have I been?

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HELLO OMG


so I've been inactive for literally a month, and I'm so sorry omg.

I've been so busy with marching band and school stuff that I haven't had time for writing, which really saddens me :(

I still have a lot of work to do for The City and A Year With Connor Haynes, but I may go ahead and make a new book because idc :)

No, but in honesty, I've been having a lot of ideas with different things, and what better way to express those ideas by creating multiple books to write on at one time and having no one read or vote on them? :)))))

I'm so tired.


Also, I don't know if I ever mentioned this to you guys, but I recently got to get my birthday/christmas present early (because of how limited they were) and I have it all planned out, oh my god, I'm so excited.

I actually got tickets to Nashcon in February (AND IT'S ACTUALLY NEAR ME, WOAH), AND I GOT A PHOTO OP TICKET WITH JENSEN ROSS ACKLES, OH GOD I'M SO FREAKING NERVOUS AND EXCITED ABOUT IT, I CRY.


on another note, I am also going to Dragoncon this coming up Saturday to meet Felicia Day and some of the people from The 100. By the way, I am actually cosplaying (and I have to spray my hair temporarily red to be Charlie from Supernatural :) )

So yeah, I'm also ecstatic about that happening. I guess this is kind of like a test run of what I might experience in February when I meet Jared and Jensen (although Nashcon is WAY more expensive).


Despite that, I'm really sorry I haven't sat down to write anything in a while. If it makes you feel better, I've been a lot of poetry in my free time to keep my writing skills fresh, but I just haven't really been able to write a 2,000+ word chapter????

To be honest, I really want to start writing Supernatural-related fanfiction really soon, mostly because of how obsessed I am with the television show, and well, I have so many opinions on how I could describe Sam and Dean.


I may have time tomorrow to write some, but please don't think that I'm promising anything (and I tend to promise a lot of chapters by certain days, and usually, they never end up going out on time anyways so...)




By the way, for those wondering, high school is going pretty well. The only class I really don't like is my health class, and it's only because the teacher is so awful. But despite that, and the fact that I have three honors classes (for only being a freshmen ugh), everything seems to be going well for me.


Oh, and I'm going to try and talk to you guys more often. I've mostly just been procrastinating with school stuff or squeezing in a few episodes of spn. Like I said, it's a problem (AND I'M WORKING ON IT).

But yeah, I don't feel like I interact with you guys enough, and I'm so inactive nowadays, and I've actually changed my username like three times in the past month or so.

Woo, okay, so I think I got a lot of my chest just now. I think I've been suffocating in those thoughts for a while.


(SELF-PROMOTING, OOPS)



Twitter: PuppyDogCas

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I just realize, 565 words in, that this part is so insane. I have nothing in any organizational structure and I'm super tired right now, and literally, I have just about everything all over the place, oops.


Hopefully, I'll be updating soon.

I love you all so very much, and I hope we can have a hella rad conversation here shortly :)



btw i miss piper a lot bye 

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