Breathe ≫Rants/Life/Advice/Etc.

you are

I am getting tired of myself.

 

I am getting tired of all of you.

 

Why?

 

Because you lessen yourself.

 

Because I lessen myself.

and so, here is your truth.

 

It’s not the greatest,

 

as I am not the one for words like this.

 

I hope that something in this gets to you,

 

and you’ll finally understand why I am so upset.

This girl...she had put in her bio that ‘happiness’ was such a shallow, meaningless word to her.

 

That girl,

 

she has such a wonderful heart,

 

such a lovely mind.

 

Her name,

 

no, not her nickname,

 

something that she would rather call herself,

 

but her name…

 

her name is Jaesa.

She is the girl who told me that I would be okay,

 

even though she, herself, was not.

 

Irony, as she would probably say,

 

It is inevitable.

 

I watched such a beautiful girl fall into the depths of sadness,

 

watched her drown in such immense sorrow-

 

that she left.

 

Maybe not completely, or mentally, really, but she left,

 

and I will not lie,

 

but I miss talking to her.

 

I miss reading her work and getting some kind of inspiration out of it,

 

I miss the kind of person I used to know out of Jaesa.