Okay, so I'm guessing you want me to call you Isaac now. Well, Isaac, I have a few words I would like to say to you:
First and foremost, thank you. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for being such a wonderful human being. You, out of so many people, I would choose to be the kindest. You have such a loving personality, and I absolutely adore you to death. You are absolutely beautiful and a writing genius. Honestly, honey, your writing is incredible. Your story-lines, plots, characters, enthusiasm, vocabulary — it all adds up to make you such a spectacular author. I'm so jealous of you, it's ridiculous. But anyways, I just thought you should know how much you mean to me. I love you.
Macy, YOU ARE SO GORGEOUS. I don't understand how you could ever think so low of yourself, like ever. You are undeniably gorgeous, oh my goodness. You are such a wonderful person, and you always compliment me, which I greatly appreciate. I'm so grateful to be your friend. I mean, we're friends, right? I like to think of us as good friends. I love you to death :)
MANDI, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, OKAY, YOU ARE SUCH A LITTLE SUNSHINE AND I ADORE YOU UNTIL THE UTTERMOST END OF ME. YOU ARE REALLY, REALLY PRETTY AND SMART AND FUNNY AND HELLA COOL AND I LOVE YOUR ACCENT SO MUCH. YOU'RE AN AMAZING WRITER AND I COULD NEVER ASK FOR A BETTER FRIEND.
Kelsy, if you are currently reading this, which, I hope you are because I wrote this for you, but I want you to know that you are a truly awesome person and you're hilarious, and I can count of you 24/7, especially when I'm feeling really down about something. You were one of my first few Internet friends that I ever had, and I will always remember how special of a person/friend you are to me, and I love you so much <3
Jae, I know we haven't talked in a very long time, and when we do, it's incredibly awkward, but I want you to know that you still mean a lot to me. Yeah, I screwed up a lot between us in the past, especially in the past year or so, and I deeply regret those decisions with every fiber in my body. I mean, it would kill me to know that I lost you as a friend. You're so beautiful and intelligent and have such a determination to succeed in different areas of your life. You're so funny, and are definitely known to crack a joke or two when necessary. You were such a good friend to me, mostly when you used to come on to Wattpad daily, and, I don't know, I miss you, Jae (although I would like to call you Jaesa). I love you with all my heart's content. xx
Aye, Madison, so yeah, I look like a total dweeb for putting you into this, especially when I can just pick up my phone and text you, but I feel like everyone should know you. I want everyone to see how spectacular you are, how beautiful, how devote, how extraordinaire. Even if you spam my phone with Korean Pop trash, I still love you the same, homie. I mean, yeah, we've been friends since second grade and all, but the years really don't matter. What matters is that we're still able to joke around and be ourselves around one another, and most importantly, that we have each other's backs. I love you, you weeb.
Nyrene, okay, um . . .
First of all, I love you. Like, so much. You are my aesthetic. You're really pretty and funny and have such a unique way of expressing yourself to other people, and I find that absolutely mesmerizing about you. All in all, you are such a wonderful person, and I know that you'll always be there if I need help with something, including personal issues. Nyrene, please keep being yourself. Don't ever change. Ever. Don't change when the world falls apart, or when the stars start falling. Don't change when the world goes mad, or when females, eventually, take over the Earth. You are so wonderful, no matter what anyone thinks about you.
Destiny, oh my god, where do I even begin?
You are one of my best friends. I worship you, basically. You are, quite literally, my queen.
But, in other, more common words, I love you more than anything in this entire world.
You are absolutely stunning. You have beautiful eyes and amazing hair and a gorgeous body, and quite frankly, there will never be enough words in the English language that could describe how defectless you truly are. Your poetry is flawless, and I've always known for you to be very determined to do things, including athletics and dare-devilish activities. I can always run to you when I'm feeling alone, and you know that you can always come to me when you feel the same. Perhaps I am just Danielle to you, or maybe Solid Thirsty Goldfish, but whoever I am, I will always admire you and love you the same.
Caitlin, you are such a faultless person. I have never been able to firmly grasp a single word that could describe how beautiful you are. I mean, for one thing, you have a true talent when it comes to writing, and when I read your work, I am so incredibly jealous of you. Your editing skills are i n c r e d i b l e , as well as your artistic abilities, and I adore you sooooo much. I love you so much, Caitlin, more than words can ever say.
Okay, so Haley, I think you're a really rad person. Like, in general, you are so cool. Your editing skills are out of this world (lame af, I know), and I'M JEALOUS THAT YOU CAN MAKE EVERYTHING LOOK GRUNGE AF LIKE PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO DO THAT. You watch Supernatural now, which is hella rad, and even though I don't know what you're talking about 95% of the time, I find you to have an incredible sense of humor. I love you, and I'm super glad that we're good friends.
Faith . . .
God, there's so much to say about you . . .
Well, to begin this whole "writing about you so that I can try to make amends" thing, I would like to thank you for existing. I know that you're really busy with other things now, other people, and I completely understand what it's like to be interested in other things, but I just — I don't know, I just wish we were closer, like before.
I've always admired you. I admire you for your abilities and intelligence and your personality and generosity, and just about everything other thing about you. You saved my life once, and I know it sounds incredibly cliche' of me to keep bringing it up, but I can never deny the simple fact that I am alive right now — because of you.
You have always meant a lot to me, and being one of my first social networking friends, you mean a whole lot more. Even though you don't really write on here anymore, and we rarely speak to one another now, I know that I can trust you with anything of mine, including my feelings, and I am so damn grateful to have someone like you in my life. I love you, with everything that I have, Faith
Okay, so this looks really stupid, mostly because you're a total dick, but also a cool guy??
Brody, I know I'm an asshole, and I know that I've been a bitch to you in the past, well, still am, actually, but I want you to know that it's not in vain.
I mean, yeah we dated and all, but ever since we broke up, and you came out, we act like brother and sister. Just so you know, I would do anything for you. I would walk the entire Earth to help you out, and I kind of have a feeling that you would do the same for me too.
It's been a long time since I last said anything about you being a meaningful person to me, and I'm sorry for that. I get choked up when I try and think of something nice to say to you, but it's not because there's nothing nice to say about you, but there's too many nice things to say about you.
If you haven't noticed yet, yes, I'm finally over you, and I've gotten over all the tiny details in between. You do mean a lot to me, no matter what anybody else says, and I'm glad to still be able to call you my friend, even after what we put each other through.
You're like a cute little puppy, although you're mostly a dork. You're pretty good at writing, and an amazing artist, and you can sing Beyonce' like no one's business.
I love you, Brody, like a brother . . . or a friend, if you wanna be specific. I just thought you would like to know.
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