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ms. inevitable [poem]

i still remember you,

oh yes,

how could i ever forget?

you were the girl

halted by sadness,

of misery,

and of regret;

ms. inevitable,

and i oh so

respected you for

who you were.

 

and let me just remind you

that you were there for me

when no one else was,

and despite the terrible friend

that i was,

you still spoke to me like i

was your long-lost sister.

 

and let me just remind you

that i can never be

more thankful

for you,

for all that you ever

did for me.

 

and let me just remind you

that it’s september 27th now

and i can’t remember the last time

we actually spoke.

i miss you,

i miss you oh so terribly,

ms. inevitable –

the girl who awoke

to the calling of my

3 am suicide message.

 

but let me just remind you

that i still think about you

more often than i think

of myself,

and i wonder how you’re doing;

if that boy you talk about

is as nice as you say he is,

and if you’re doing good in school,

and if you’ve gotten better

at drawing

or writing

or singing

or playing violin.

and i still wonder,

ms. inevitable,

if you’re happy –

if you’re actually happy

with yourself,

or with your life.

 

and just let me remind you –

that i hope you’re through

with battling with yourself,

and that you’ve made it out of that deep,

dark tunnel alive.

 

just let me remind you,

ms. inevitable,

that the sunshine has

missed your smile –

maybe even more

than i have missed

you.

–d.v

n/a:

i wrote this about someone

and if you know who you are

please remember that i wrote this out of love

and that i love you,

and miss you terribly xx