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can you please fuckin not

dear parents,

please don't tell your child that they are entitled to their own opinion and that if they don't want to talk about what's bothering them, they don't have to -- and then turn around and peer pressure them into saying what's on their mind. 

okay, so today i had a really bad fucking day and my grandmother (the person i live with) was all like "tell me what's wrong with you" and i politely replied "i don't want to talk about it"

"tell me what's wrong with you"

"something happened at school today"

"tell me. who was it? it is someone i know?"

okay, how about you just drop the subject. i already asked you to leave me alone, as i am trying to sort this out for myself, so, could you not get into my own fucking business, like it doesn't even concern you.

"i don't want to talk about it right now"

"you're going to tell me later, though"

oh hell no bitch i ain't.

i said i didn't want to talk about it and i fuckin meant it so could you fucking not?!?!

oh, and get this, she kept asking me about it all the way home, about who it was, and if brody and i broke up, and of course i told her no

and she keeps asking what happened today and i started to fucking cry (i'm a wimp so ya know peer pressure = emotional trauma)

and i actually stood up for myself by saying "i said i didn't want to talk about it and you also said that i am entitled to whether or not i want to talk about something on my mind, because quite frankly, it has nothing to do with you, so just drop it."

and then this smartass goes and replies back with "you are entitled to one but not when it concerns your home life too"

bitch

you know how much sleep i got last night?

none.

do you know how long school lasts?

7 fucking hours.

and do you not understand that i don't want you to know what my social life revolves around?

because you need to back the fuck up.

i had a long ass day and i'm really ready to jump off a cliff and shoot myself or something because i have insomnia and shit and it's not really awesome when you're being an asshole to everyone you talk to and now your boyfriend goes and says "oh i think i'm like 90% gay but i still love you"

i just

i want to fucking kill myself at this point

like honestly, i had probably one of the worst days ever

i needed to rant because i hate everything and everyone and the only person who might even think about the concept of this would be my friend destiny so hey thumbs up to you, homie

also

so what were learning in science is apparently necessary

but fucking stupid

like honestly

when are we going to need the fucking periodic table though?

like if i'm baking a cake

i don't need to know what fucking lithium is

if i'm mopping the fuckin floor

i don't need to know what krypton is

like this aint' fucking superman bitch

ugh, so i hate science homework and shit

sorry and ily guys 

ugh sorry

xx