His Beautiful Mess

Chapter 29: NAKAKALOKA.

*Louie’s POV*

Two weeks na yung nakakaraan, pero hindi pa rin ako pinapansin ni Yale Salvacion. Iba na rin yung dating ni Lyndsay ngayon. She quitted from Theater but she’s out of the country for one week. Recently, magkasama sila ni JM.

First time kong makita si Lyndsay, I totally find her beautiful. Second encounter nung nasa fast food chain kami when she called me Kissable. Kilala ko pa siya bilang Yale Salvacion.. Iba na yung kabang naramdaman ko dun. Third I think when she admitted that she was Lyndsay Bernabe.. Naguluhan tuloy ako cause I didn’t even understand why she hid her identity. Until I learned that she gave me a task to help her bestfriend get over her ex-boyfriend. Then when I promised her that I’m gonna court her after I finish helping Yale. But just a few weeks ago, I don’t understand myself when she asked me about my promise. I don’t know. And I don’t even have any idea why I came up with my reply to her a few weeks ago.. Haay..

Naglalakad ako dito sa pathway. Dito yung pathway kung saan ako nagpaka-possessive dahil kay Lyndsay. Dito yung first offense ko. Hanggang sa third offense dahil kay Lyndsay. Until I found out na yung nakabanggaan ko dito sa pathway na ‘to na nakaaway ko sa may Bench dahil lang sa damit ay yun pala ang tunay na Yale Salvacion. Hanggang sa natali na ako sa task na pinapagawa ni Lyndsay. Paano ko tutulungan yung isang taong hindi ko naman alam kung paano siya nasaktan.. Naguumpisa ko pa lang siyang tulungan pero may problema na. Kung hindi lang sa pangtitrip ko.. Kung hindi sa palpak kong diskarte.

Kaya nung gabi bago kami magusap ni Lyndsay na sinampal pa nga niya ako diba? Ayun, pinalitan ko yung list. Ako na mismo yung gumawa ng sarili kong list. Since hindi naman si Lyndsay yung tutulong sa bestfriend niya. Ako naman diba? I opened the notebook.

If you fail to do the original list, try this alternative.

1.       Respect her.

2.       Don’t make any move that will hurt her.

3.       Know about her ex.

4.       Make her forget her ex.

5.       Ask her for a second date.

6.       Make the date a special one.

7.       Know everything about her and make an effort to make her happy with such simple things.

8.       Introduce her to your parents and make her introduce you to her’s.

9.       Be her boyfriend.

“Ouch!” Nabitawan ko tuloy yung notebook na hawak ko tapos..

“Are you hurt?”

 “Tingin mo? You must get your eyes checked, duhh!” Tumingin siya sa akin. Tapos umiwas ng tingin tapos nilampasan niya ako..

“Yale!” hinawakan ko yung kamay niya. Pilit niya yun tinatanggal. “..kausapin mo naman ako oh. Please?”

Nilagpasan lang niya ako. She didn’t even try to look at me. Alam ko naman na may mali ako, at pinagsisihan ko na yun. Pero sana, please, kausapin na niya ako..

Babatuhin ko sana yung ulo niya ng sapatos pero naisip ko yung #1 sa ginawa kong list.. “Respect her”. Kaya wag na lang, pero pwede ko pa baguhin yung list ulit? Gagawin ko lang, respect her by throwing anything over his head.  LOL. Napapraning na ako!

Pero paano ko ba siya tutulungan? Paano niya ako mapapatawad? Hindi ko naman sinsasadya ang lahat e. Nagu-guilty ako. Na-mimiss ko na rin siyang asarin..

Pero ang alam kong makakatulong sa akin ay si Lyndsay. Siya kasi yung bestfriend niya e. So alam niya kung paano niya ako mapapatawad. Pero baka galit din yun sa akin. Haaay.