I WISH I WAS BESIDE YOU

NEW YORK CITY

SADIES POV
It still hurts to see pictures of him everywhere on my timeline and to be away from my best friends angels been with me for a couple days now. Right now were having some lunch at a place called Boston's pizza"how is he angel tell the truth" I ask I really was curious how he was doing."he's a mess a giant miserable mess but lately his been doing a bit better the first show last week in Lisbon he broke down in amnesia. He smiles more and laughs more out of shows that first week he didn't come out of his room he just layed there in tears the second week we could get him to come to our houses but he never talked" Angel replies.

"It hasent helped that he knows your doing fantastic and that your going on dates already but ever since tour he's been doing okayish" she finishes. "I know about the amnesia breakdown I saw the video well that's good he's healing slowly what about you and Michael" I ask"were still the same things are really well" she answers. Wow I thought calum really been messed up for a minute or so I felt guilt for putting him through this. I wanna find out when they play in new York I'd love to be able to see Cates and Lucy.

Cates and I didn't exactly leave on good terms only because calums her best guy friend"when do I they play in new York" I ask angel"hmm don't know I'll ask Mikey then get back to you. So what exactly happened between you and cates " here it comes I thought no one knew what had happened. "Basically she kinda bitched out on me for leaving calum because even though he made a stupid choice he was drunk. She went on to say that if I can break down calum last wall he's put up that's when I'll really know if he wants to marry me" I told angel.

"I see well Cates was just trying to make you see where calums coming from shes been with the band since the beginning practically. She's always gone to calum for advice on Luke and they share everything" angel reminds me. "Yeah I know its just I felt like she was taking his side I pictured the four of us eventually all getting married watching our kids grow up. " I confess"I have those same thoughts and who knows maybe you guys will get back together" she laughs.

We go get Starbucks then we do some shopping and sightseeing. I take her to the top of the empire state building"wow this is incredible you can see all of new York from up here" she comments"yeah its beautiful". We took some selfies I put them on twitter
@sadiesupercoolchick @angelbaby fun day sightseeing with one of my besties.

@michael5SOS @sadiesupercoolchick @angelbaby glad your having fun in the NYC wish I was there. Love and miss you angel.

@angelbaby @Michael5SOS love and miss you too xx

My phone ran"oh my god angel its calum what do I do" I freak"calm down answer it be brave" she says. "Hey calpal" I greet"I can't believe you answered" he says"angel kinda made me." I reply"listen I'm sorry it took me so long to call you but I've just been hurting. I'm so terribly sorry for telling you that you can't go I and that your selfish and a bitch that was a real dick move on my part. Truth is I'm happy you've found your pathway in life but most important I'm sorry I treated you so badly I wish I could take back what I did but I can't I'm sorry for cheating on you" he apologizes.

"Its okay calum I accept your apology I'm glad your having fun on tour please please no more breakdowns about me on stage. Your fans deserve you at your best so matter what no more tears about me on stage alright promise me this" I ask "I promise no more tears on stage" he chuckles. In this moment I realized I'm still crazy in love with this boy and I miss him like crazy"I should go good luck at your show" I say"yeah thanks talk to me soonish okay". "Alright" I respond and hang up angel and I walk to times square"okay I'm doing here what happened" she looks at me I laugh.

"He just apologized I made him promise me no more tears on stage and then I said I had to go wished him luck tonight then we said goodbye". "Well that's good I mean maybe you guys can be friends" she smiles friends I like that idea.