I WISH I WAS BESIDE YOU

SCARED

CATES POV
I was running away from someone in a mask I couldn't see them at all there were coming at me I saw Luke up ahead. I ran crying into his chest it was Eric he'd come back"your mine" he snarled Luke told me to run as he tried too punch Eric. He got past Luke and was running towards me he grabbed me by the foot and dragged me to that awful place. I awoke with a rush and my heart was pounding I looked over at Luke who was sleeping peacefully I headed out to the living room area and turned on the TV trying to block out those painful memories.

Every so often like tonight I still get nightmares about him even though I know he's locked away you never forget it its always there lurking in my mind. I got a glass of water I found the nightmare before Christmas and watched that its one o my favorites."did you have another nightmare " a very tired voice asked"yeah I did" I told Luke sadly"cates please we've been over this you need to wake me up. I don't care if my show ran late or we were recording and i really need sleep if your scared wake me up" Luke said. "I know it's just I don't want to disturb you and I mean I know how to handle them myself" I replied. "I just...I was so lost without you I hated him I wanted to kill him for what he did to you I wanted it to be me I want it to be me that has the nightmares" Luke vents.

He sat next to me and pulled me onto him"I know you do and that's so sweet but that experience made me stronger I'm so much more aware and cautious now. I understand that bad things do happen" I said"I love you so much your my wife I feel what you feel no matter the feeling" he tells me. "My lukeyboo always the romantic" I kissed his cheeks"come back to bed with me now. I'll sing you to sleep" Luke picked me up and carried me to the bed. "What song would you like to hear" he asked. "I wanna hear San Fransisco".

I closed my eyes and listened to his voice"I wanna get back to wear we started to the summer night you know you know we got it right. I wanna get back to San Fransisco in the fire light you know you know we had it right" was the last thing i heard before falling back asleep. In the morning Luke was already gone he was shooting the she's kinda hot video all day long til the show our current city is Memphis Tennessee. It was hot outside I decided to walk to the shopping center that was a few blocks away from the hotel. I slept in late it was 11am when I got up I called Luke"hey sexy wifey" he greeted"hey lukeyboo just about too head out. When's your lunch you could meet me art the shopping center" I say.

"Lunch is at 1pm I'll meet you there I love you be safe" "yeah I love you too" I chuckled. I headed to Starbucks for coffee then to pacsun I saw a girl who was wearing a 5sos shirt. She blinked a lot and tried not to stare at me it was cute she was shy I could tell by the way she looked down and tried to hide your self."I like your t shirt its one of the new ones that just came out right" I said"yeah" she blushed. "Your just so cute omg I can tell you wanted to meet me" I smiled. "Your so pretty Luke is so lucky" she compliments"thank you and yes yes he is" she laughed at that"could I maybe perhaps get a picture" she asked. "Of course you can" I replied"what's your name" "my names ashlyn" she told me.

"I've always liked that name so do you got twitter" I followed her on mine and Luke's accounts. "Do you have tickets for tonight" I asked looking at jeans"no sadly I wish" she was so sad I felt bad. An idea can to mind"I'll tell you what give me your address I'll pick you up and you can watch the show backstage with me and the girls" I proposed. I watched her whole face light up"that would be.....wow....thanks so much cates!!! Ashlyn said shocked. "Its my pleasure love" I giggled ashlyns favorite member is Ashton she loves Dr pepper and has loved the boys since they first formed. I did find a couple shirts and some leggings I liked"by ashlyn see you later" I said hugging her.

"Bye cates you truly are wonderful" she hugged me so tight. @cateshemmings just met the SWEETEST fan ever I love meeting all you guys almost as much as the boys do.
@luke5SOS@cateshemmings this explains why all of a sudden my follow count just went up by one! I was SO confused Xxxx

@cateshemmings@luke5SOS awwwww lukeyboo your so cute. I love you xxxx

I went to Macy's and bought some new shoes then too coach for a new handbag picked up a pink flannel another whit shirt a black shirt an orange flannel and another pair off black skinny jeans for Luke. It was 12:40 when I was finished shopping is exhausting I decided on pizza for lunch. "Omg its Luke" a voice said followed by screams and then paparazzi showed up I looked over the railing and laughed as Luke was running to the elevator. Paps were soon hounding me I tried so hard to be calm"come on cates give us a smile" "over here cates what's it like being with Luke" I was accidentally pushed over as security came.

"baby you okay let me look at you" Luke said panicked grabbing my face"I'm okay luke " I giggled. He hugged me tightly"I'm so sorry so sorry" he mutters kissing my neck a lot. "Its fine I'm used to it" I reminded him he pulled back and kissed me a few times"Im so hungry what's for lunch" he asked."pizza our order should be out any minute" I replied"did I mention I love you" "Luke you a dork" I smiled. "Order for cates hemmings" Luke went to go and get it "how was the job" I asked"fun as usual mikey and cal decided it'd be funny to stuff mayo in my shoes ugh so gross had to change em".

"As if I can't already love you enough I find another reason" he smiles showing me a post. "Today I met her I finally met cates hemmings and wow is she everything. I was so shy to go and talk to her so she talked to me followed me on twitter took a photo even offered to let me watch the boys show from backstage. To top all that off she's eve prettier in person and she's honestly perfect" I was so touched"aww" I said in tears. "Thank you for being so generous to our fans" Luke says"its my pleasure very much like you guys I owe them everything. Without them I wouldn't be Mrs hemmings" I smile.

Its later now I've just picked up ashlyn"hey everybody this is my new bff ashlyn Ashlyn meet the girls" I said chipper. We listened to the boys new stuff today they've just released jet black heart and money to Spotify. "My favorite song is the same as Luke's which is vapor" I stated"I think mines a tie between jet black heart and beside you" chimed ashlyn. "Aww beside you way to make me melt" I teased"I'm sorry its just such a cute song" she said back"I know it is I also love that one". "No duh cates it was written for you" lucy Sasses"you know what luc that attitude is not tolerated" I sassed back.

Ashlyn was so happy meeting the boys she got so blushy and shy with Ashton who just giggled a lot. "Ugh ash stop laughing" Mikey told him"good luck tonight lukeyboo" I said kissing him"I LOVE YOU CATEKINS" he called out while running. He then tripped and fell I was doubled over with laughter"oh my god only Luke" I shook my head. "I'm gonna to do an impression of someone and your going to guess" Ash said to the audience. "Babe please I just want cuddles hold my hand for all hours of the day and oh no ones looking so i better make out with you" I was laughing again.

"That was the worst impression of Luke" angel judged Luke was so annoyed"I hate this band I hate everybody" said Luke. I chuckled at that"LUKE" the crowd replied"yeah it was Luke now whose this ooohh pretty clothes and strut and strut and turn and smile" he said in a high pitched voice. "My girlfriend sounds nothing like that" Michael says horrified. I will always remember Memphis I met an amazing fan I got scared and found out Ash is the worst at impressions.