I WISH I WAS BESIDE YOU

BROKEN HOME

ANGEL POV
Carmen is seriously the most adorable thing on the planet i love her so much shes so cute with her little fingers and toes. I smile at the thought of someday being a mum myself i would not be lying if i said im jealous. Jealous of luke and cates ash n luc and calum and sadie im the only one whose not engaged or married. Its been almost 2 years for Michael and i know hes not ready. My dad called me yesterday he was drunk.

He said that i was no good he wished i was better more like my sister. He hates how im a model but he said its the only thing i can do im not smart just a dumb blonde. He told me he wasent proud of me and is glad im out of the house. I felt tears slip out my parents would always argue my dad was an angry drunk. That song broken home Michael wrote it about my life its beautiful "hey angel you okay love" cates asks sitting down. "Yeah ill be okay" i smile she hugs me"your crying whats wrong".

I tell her why im crying"im so sorry angel thats awful dont listen to him. You are so smart kind fun nerdy and outgoing your also really strong mentally. You never give up i love you so much bestie" cates told me"thank you i love you" i tell her and hug her again. "Babe you gotta see this its hilarious" Michael calls running in"hey whats wrong" he said more soft. I broke down again"come here" he says hugging me tightly. He just held me and cried too"when you cry i cry" he mumbles.

I told mikey everything"he makes me so angry they just dont see how wonderful you are. I cant believe he did that makes me so mad" mikey said almost shouting. He kissed me for a few minutes"i love you so much angel daniels " he tells me"i love you so much too" i tell him. He wiped the rest of my tears"hey mom hey dad when did you loose your happiness whose right whose wrong who really cares inside this broken home" he sung to me. i smiled Michael and i watched sat and watched Netflix til we arrived in Birmingham.

"Birmingham its so good to be here we haven't been in a while you hungry angel we could go somewhere i saw a pizza chain that looked good" he suggests"yeah that actually sounds really nice" i tell him. he puts his arm around me and i cling to his side as we walk. Michael kisses my hair a few times"when do you leave me next" he asks kinda random" ummm im not really sure " i say"okay i hope its not for awhile" mikey chuckles."me too i miss you too much when i leave" "i miss you more though seriously its insane" he hugs me.

"god your a mess without me and then you steal cates from luke til i get back and then he gets mad because as clingy as you can be luke is like ten times worse" i laugh"i know its so bad i just cant help it weve been together for almost 2 years im used to seeing you " he replies" awww your such a cutie" i kiss his cheeks. "order for angel" i hear the cashier say i get up to go get it" angel baby dont leave me" he said"mikey calm down do you want pizza" "yes yes very much so". i roll my eyes my mom called me i hit ignore.

i dident wanna talk to her or my dad i hate them both god im so fucking lucky to have Michael hes the one person who i know loves me completely i admire his features. his blue hair green eyes stubble on his face and his smile. " stop being luke" he laughs" what i cant help it your so handsome" i say"you even sound like him dear god help me now" he sasses. i laugh at that" come on you tell me all the time how pretty i look and you stare at me all the fucking time" i point out.

"you know i was really hoping you dident notice how often i do that" he makes his awkward face" its cute that you do but i like to look at you too you know i find you so attractive. " i whisper and brush my lips against his then i eat pizza leaving him there" no no no just no you cant do that to me angel" he glares. i kiss him for real for a little bit" much better thank you i love you beautiful girl" " i love you handsome" i kiss him another time.

" you guys seen cates" luke asks us once we get back" no why wheres she gone are you sure shes not with cal" i tell him"yeah im sure calums right here" luke laughs" oh hey cal" i wave" hi how was the pizza place" he asks"really good " i tell him."sweet might check it out tomorrow with cates and ash" he said mikey and i snicker cause luke wasent invited" can i come too" luke asks" no somebody has to stay with Carmen mikey and angel will be out. Lucy will want to go to get away from the baby same with ash and i wanna try this and cates will want to go" he smirks. " i hate this band" luke yells throwing his hands up" deep down he loves us" ash giggles.

Michael and i sat in the arm chair and turned on paper towns ash made us all popcorn calum was currently holding Carmen luke was still being a dramatic little bitch" have you guys called cates" i asked" no you see because calling is the very last thing you do when trying to find someone" ash says sarcastic"ha ha very funny well im sure shes fine wherever she is. she probably just went for a walk to get some alone time" i shrug"yeah but lukes probably freaking out whose turn is it to check on him" cal says.

we all stayed silent"well i did it last time there was something major" ash finally speaks"i have a baby" cal said making faces at Carmen" not that close with luke" Lucy scratches her head"mikey down to you and me" i say sweetly."we have to be fair" he looks at me"flip a coin" i suggest'' yeah thatll work" i got one out and lost i sighed"good luck babe you'll need it" mikey chuckles i go to lukes bunk" hey lukey hows it going" i ask.

"hello angel and well cates hasent shown up yet i just worry about her on her own bad things tend to happen but she needs her alone time. she likes to be able to go on walks and reflect on things" luke tells me"yeah well cheer up im sure shes just fine" i say. i looked at luke closer" dont cry luke " i comfort" sorry' he said wiping them'' its alright personally i think its sweet how worried jealous and emotional you get over her" i sigh. "really you do she thinks its cute too i mean i cant help it im just clingy emotional jealous and protective shes mine and im not okay with other guys jumping all over her" he states. " i know but you guys are married and your both as loyal as dogs i wouldn't worry too much" i smile.

so does he and out of breath cates walked in"hey sorry phone died went on run so exhausted " she huffs"okay here's some water you should sit down" mikey said handing her a glass."see look shes fine" i tell him luke watches her every move from a far''yeah she is thanks angel". i go and sit on mikeys lap he kisses me a lot i blush and giggle" your so cute when you blush" he smiles"thanks mikey i love you" "i love you more angel" i cuddle into him more.