I WISH I WAS BESIDE YOU

CANT STAND IT

SADIE
Why why do i have to be so successful. I miss calum so fucking much every day. It gets so much worse at least i have honey to keep me company. "Sadie pick up I'm calling you" calums ringtone went off"hey cal pal" i greet chipper"hey babygirl" he says happy. "I love you so damn much Sadie and i cant wait til were married and i miss you like crazy" calum tells me. "I miss you like crazy i love you and i know i have a date in mind" i reply.

"Ooooo tell me " he said"i was thinking maybe in between Europe and north America. Like June 8th" "sounds perfect June 8th you shall be my wife" i can feel him smirking. "So what are you up too" i ask"same old we added another show last minute to Manchester. I'm so sorry Sadie i wont be home til Monday" he says i sigh" i understand well still i cant wait til your home. I really need you" i say "why whats wrong babygirl" cal asks worried. "Just everything cal i have so much work to do i gotta type 2 papers and finish 2 projects. I'm in serious need of some fun" i cried out.

"No Sadie don't cry it will be okay you will get through all your work and when I'm home we will have all sorts of fun" he tells me. "Thanks i just wish you were here to hold me to kiss me to dry my tears make me laugh. " i say more tears came out "i know i wish i was there too actually Sadie can i speak to honey" he requests. "Sure thing" i go downstairs"honey baby daddy wants to talk to you" i call her. "Cal ill call you when i find her" i said"okay bye i love you".

"Honey come here girl" i call again hmm maybe i put her outside. I hear honey barking outside then i hear talking weird i thought. I went out and stopped dead in my track i cried happy tears"oh yeah by the way Sadie I'm home early i hopped on the first flight" calum told me. I ran into his arms he pick me up and spins me"i missed you so much babygirl" he finally set me down.

"You little trickster" i mumble in him he lets go and kisses me. Damn i thought I've really missed his lips after a long time i finally pulls back. Calum starts kissing my neck"I've been craving you" he said. We go back into the house he keeps a tight hold on me i go get honey in her cage. I come back to find calum naked on the couch"calum go put clothes on" i state"are you kidding I've been craving you so bad. " he says pulling me towards him he goes after my shirt"calum never leave again" i say.

He was stroking my sides"i wont for 2 weeks Sadie hood" he kisses my cheeks. I blush like mad and kiss him again"I'm up for more lots more" i tell him calum takes no time in carrying me upstairs. "I thought we outta do this round on the bed" cal says. I laugh as he kisses my neck safe to say we had a wonderful reunion. I wake up in calums arms i kiss his cheek and leave to make him breakfast. Calum comes up from behind and hugs me"your too good to me babygirl" he kisses my cheek.

"Well you cant cook worth shit" i tease"hey shh too early for remarks like that" he kisses me. "Did i mention I'm super happy your home" i told him "yeah lots of times last night" he wriggles his brows. I blush"last night was amazing" "yeah it was now today what do you want to do" calum asks. "Lets get ready and take honey for a walk together" i hug him"sounds perfect" he kisses my cheek. I walk past him he slaps my butt"damn baby that's a good ass" he compliments"your unbelievable" i smile.

Were out walking honey now calum has her leash in one hand and the others around my waist. "Do you have class today" he asks"yes but i can skip" i respond"the fuck are you and what have you done with my fiance" he jokes. "Very funny since i didn't do my homework last night its best if i skip" i tell him."okay well what do you wanna do today" calum questions" i just wanna sit at home and cuddle watch movies" i say. "Your friends wont see you for a couple days cause I'm gonna be selfish with you" calum looks down.

"I don't deserve you Sadie i don't know why you agreed to marry me. " he said"cause your funny and not at all serious your humble and you have a nice ass" i smirk. "Thanks babygirl i love you so damn much" he kisses me today was going to be a good day i could just feel it. When we got back calum set on the couch i was going to sit on his lap but then honey sat there"whose the cutest doggy ever you yes your " he pets her.

I sat next to calum instead honey curled up on his lap
@sadiesupercoolchick honey stole my spot on @calumhood she's lucky she's cute.
I tweeted honey licked calums face a bunch"daddy missed you yes he did" cal coos i smile. Someday we will have children and when we do i know they'll be in good hands calum will probably stay home with them. I felt lips on my face"you were zoning out so i thought I'd kiss you to bring you back" he said i laughed. "Good thing i was in so much need of rescuing" i roll my eyes "at some point i wanna go visit my mum she misses us and Mali". "We could do that tomorrow i don't have class" i say.

"When do you have to leave me again" i sigh"may 10th were preforming in Vienna Austria on the 12th gotta get there early. For interviews and such well be touring Europe during may and June"so June 8th 8th might not work look up when that leg is over" i say calm.

"It ends June 12th and usa starts in July" cal told me"but if you wanna get married June 8th we will cancel the show" he adds. I kiss his cheek"your sweet but i dont mind well have our wedding June 15th" "June 15th" he repeats. "Speaking of our wedding ive booked us an appointment for Saturday with a planner" i tell him"well the bands got interviews but i can skip it". Honey finally got off calum"baby come back" he pouts.