I WISH I WAS BESIDE YOU

NIGHTS

LUKES POV
Its about midnight and i can not sleep. I haven't been able to do anything its killing me inside not being able to talk to her. I got up and went to sit on the couch there she was so perfect and cute i threw a blanket on her. I sighed and left"no Luke stay" a tired voice mumbled i don't know if she was testing me or not. I kept walking i got a snack and put on love actually. A very sad and crying cates came up too me"ill go wake up ash" i say"no don't please I've needed you all day but i was too prideful and stubborn to admit it" she cries.

"Hey its okay come here" i tell her softly"I'm so sorry i actually stopped being mad hours ago. You're just so sweet and kind with everything that happened i wanted so bad for you to hold me. I've felt so bad and hurt then i had a nightmare about Eric" she sobs kinda loud i just hold her. "You didn't do anything" "your perfect i love you so much" "everything will be okay" i whisper in her ear. I lightly rub her thigh with my other hand i wipe her tears"your so good to me how did i get so lucky" i cuddle her and kiss her cheek.

"Thanks by the way for defending me even when i was so pissed at you" cates tells me."Your my wife cates i don't care how mad you are at me if someone hurts you they have to deal with me. Even if I'm as intimidating as a penguin" we both laugh. "Will you ever change your Instagram name back" "no and I'm not bringing back the quiff" i state. "I like your hair this way" she giggles" thanks i like your everything" "lukeyboo i love you so much" "i love you more catekins" i kiss her for a long time.

Damn I've missed her lips after a while she pulls back. We actually end up staying awake all night talking. We laugh about arzaylea we remissness and talk of our future. "Shit Luke its 6 am" she yawns"we stayed up all night" i chuckle"i think were gonna need tons of coffee today. Starting with now" she replies putting on my black shirt with that red symbol on it. "Alright lets head out" i hold her hand tightly everything's okay now. After coffee we end up walking around for a while and watch the sunrise"its so gorgeous" she sighs"yes yes you are" i stare at her.

I kiss her a few times"your such a cheesy dork" she smiles"hey I'm only a dork cause you like it" i laugh so does she. We walk back to the bus"lukey were gonna be so fucking tired today" cates mentions"yeah we will but it was so worth it" i reply"its the hemmings laughing and speaking what is this" ash giggles. He was feeding Carmen a bottle"were okay ash" I tell him"good" he smiles and laughs. I got handed Carmen"gotta be alarm clock" he calls Awww Carmen's so adorable"hi Carmen little girl" I coo.

"Uncle Luke loves you so much just look at your tiny toes and fingers"I make faces at her. I look over at cates"did my sperm inject inside you yet" I ask an chuckle. "I swear you ask things in the most awkward way on purpose" she laughs"but no it hasn't". "Well maybe tonight we should try for a few hours and then we should try for a few more" I smirk. "Oh lukey I'd love too but I'm gonna crash at 6pm because we stayed up all night maybe some other time" cates said sweetly. "Fuck" I curse"hey watch your language my daughter will never know such words" ash scolds.

Calums up first then Mikey "is everything fixed between you two" calum nodes over."yeah we both woke up apologized cried ended up staying up all night talking. Already had coffee this is our second cup" cates replies"that's so wonderful the fans would die like literally die if you split up" Michael chimes. "Really they were so nice and supportive on Twitter yesterday" she said sarcastic. "The fans love you but like all fandoms they sometimes overreact" Ashton reminds us"i guess" she shrugs.

We had to leave for sound-check"ill be back love you" i call"love you too" cates called back. "Luke are you okay" a girl asked a smiled"yeah I'm okay" i hug her"are you and cates okay" "yes were fine" i tell her. I was yawning throughout most of sound check. I'm so fucking tired and its only 5 pm 3 more hours"Luke mate you look dead" ash pats my shoulder laughing" i feel dead". "WOOOOO LETS GO IM ALL READY WOOOO YAHHHHH" cates was screaming when we got back.

The girls were just laughing and recording this"the fuck did you do to her" i say"we gave her 3 more cups of coffee a red bull and some vodka" angel says giggling. I shake my head"LUKKEYYY" she tackles me literally. "Hey you lets go lie down and sleep for a few hours" i say"but i don't wanna sleep" she giggles. "I wanna baby make" cates says i blush"i am flattered but your so hyped i think you should sleep" i state. "NOOOOO" she yells and runs out"babe calm down" i call going after her. I don't see her but i hear her"you cant get me" she taunts.

I laugh cause she's insane and dorky its so cute i pick her up and throw her over my shoulder. "Your going to sleep no more hyper" i order"lukey no fun lukey ruin everything" she slurs. Right as i lay her on me she falls asleep "i knew you were tired" i kiss her cheek. I dose off til ash wakes me up i get ready and leave cates to sleep. "To my wife whose at home sleeping i love you and wish i was beside you" i laugh at my awful joke. "Luke your not funny stop trying" Michael sasses. After the show i was ready to collapse and i did.

"Luke Luke lukey Lucas" someone shakes me i swat their hand away. "Lucas Robert hemmings you wake up" they scold i groan. "Lukeyboo i had another nightmare" they cried. It must be cates so i sit up an sigh"another you had one last night was it Eric again" i kiss her temple. I rubbed my eyes"no it was Chad" cates said soft"catekins I'm sorry. Sorry you have to go through all these terrors. Your too beautiful to cry I'm worried for you this is your second one in a row. My sexy wife your so strong caring forgiving funny adventurous lazy talkative patient and oh so flirty" i say softly looking into her.

Cates smiles so big and looks at me"thanks lukeyboo i feel better" i kiss her a few times. We go back to bed til ash wakes us up 8am i got up then i carried cates down. She's still asleep on me ash an cal left to go fetch breakfast"so early might die" angel said clinging to Michael"can i die with you" he states. "Where'd ash go" Lucy asks" breakfast with cal" i respond"hows she doing Luke" Lucy questions."alright she had another nightmare 2 in a row" "3 actually she had one Easter night" angel tells me.

I look down at her and kiss her forehead"she's never had 3 in a row before" i say concerned. "I wouldn't worry nightmares are stress induced she's been under a lot. They should stop though now that you guys are back to normal" Lucy informs"still i worry for her" i lay with her hair. Breakfast was delicious as usual fuck i have to get ready i put cates back in the bed"lukey stay". "Ill be back soon i promise" i kiss her.