I WISH I WAS BESIDE YOU

LOVE LOVE LOVE

SADIES POV
The date is August 23rd current city is the big apple one of the final places on the american leg and then we go to Aussie. After new York we've got Boston Washington DC Miami and Orlando. In about a week and a half cates turns 19 Luke's got something big planned I'm sure and I start my 3rd year of school in a few weeks. "I don't wanna say goodbye to you again at least I'll be in Australia for the final months so I can see you on weekends" calum sighs.

"I know it'll suck but we can do it you and I are me want to be we will always find our way back to one another. " I say kissing him a bunch"I love you so much babe" "I love you so much" "how about we go out for dinner" he suggests. "Sounds wonderful" I reply and we travel downstairs where we saw Luke and cates"know any good places to ear dinner mate" cal asked. "Yeah there's a great BBQ place called longhorn if your looking for more romantic places there's clinkerdaggers or Michael at the pier or the dockside" Luke replies. "Were headed off to the dockside" cates tells us"well which one sounds the best Sadie" he asked me"um let's go with Michael at the pier" I told him Luke picked up cates and took her out the door.

Calum and I rented a taxi"how far away is Boston" I asked calum"erm its like bout 6ish hours away it'll be kind of a long bus ride" he said. "I wish I didn't have to go to school I wanna stay with you" I said". "you have to go though schools important to you that's why I love you so much your not like the other girls you want a career of your own. " calum says kissing my cheek"thanks cal pal" I smiled it was beautiful outside we got a table outside. The sun was setting and it reflected onto the water it was so pretty I watched as calum drummed his fingers across the menu. "You okay calum" I asked"yeah I am don't worry about me baby girl" he rushed.

I ordered the crab and calum got a shrimp pasta that looked to die for. He kept looking at me and smiling"okay seriously cal pal what's up" I said firm"what's up is that I love you so much. I was always the heartbreaker in my previous relationships but when you left it broke me from the inside out. I want to marry you someday but until that someday comes I wanna move in with you I wanna buy a place of our own. One that will be our perfect dream home one that well remember forever a place our kids can grow up. When it comes to you I want it all the fights about me leaving or who forgot about the dishes. The late night talks your laughter and morning breath I want you all day every day" he vented.

"I love you so much calum of course I'll move in with you" I said and kissed him a lot"I promise I always light a match after I use the toilet " I went from almost crying to laughing"dear god calum I guess that good". Our food came and it was so delicious"so how pumped are you for the new album" he asked me. "I'm so stoked ugh I love safety pin and castaway but jet black heart will always be favorite this whole album is just so cool sounding you guys have matured so much" I said. "Same here I cannot wait til the fans here the rest of the songs shit we better run Sades the show starts in like an hour" he says.

We run to the venue since it was only a few blocks away"are we late"! Cal calls out"nope just in time man" Ashton winks at us. I run over to the girls"OMG OMG GUYS OMG CALUM AND I ARE BUYING A HOUSE WHEN WE GET BACK HOME" I shout. "AHHH OMG SO HAPPY" angel yells "Awww you'll be so happy together" said Lucy cates gave me a big hug"i knew you'd say yes" she whispers. "Of course you knew about it" I rolled my eyes and we went to the backstage area the boys started with what I like about you and then calum took the mic. "NEW YORK HOWS IT GOING YOU READY TO ROCK OUT" the fans screamed at that. "So this next song is a very personal one for me I wrote it at the darkest time of my life. To my girlfriend I love you and thanks for destroying the walls to this jet black heart".

"Sades I need your help" cates said frantic"what is it hair emergency clothes make up Luke" I replied" I need your lawyer skills" she rushed. "Shit cates what'd you'd do" I chuckled"no its not me its about Eric he wants to meet with me an angel he says that he can force us too because we influence on if he can get out on parole" She freaks. "Its alright cates he can't force you to do anything you and angel do not have to go to this meeting if you don't want too. And he shouldn't be up for parole section 4 of Australia's laws and regulations clearly state that kidnappings of any sorts shall have at least five years before being considered. You sure it I sent bail" I asked.

"Actually I think it is bail thanks Sades I kinda wanna go but I'm also scared you see the meeting in a public place at a restraint"she sighs. "Under bi law it clearly states that a victim has a right to choose when and where the meeting takes place at. " I informed her"once Sades I'm so glad your so smart" cates said I hugged her tight"your gonna be okay babes I promise" I reassured her. I let her go and she looked better now "everything alright" cal asked getting water real fast and kissing my cheek"yeah were all fine" I smiled. I watched as he whispered something to Luke who glanced our direction.

"Cates do Luke and Mikey know about this" I questioned" no I've just told angel who was panicking about it til I told her not to freak out til I talked to you. Were planning on telling them together we both kind of want to do it the boys won't like it at all" she says. "Yeah you might be right there I think there all suspicious now except for ash whose laughing as usual" we both laughed then went to find angel. She also hugged me tightly" don't worry angel everything will work out" I said"guys what's going on" Lucy asked. We decided to fill her in"oh my god guys that's horrible I don't think you should do it he's so dangerous but then again perhaps you both need closure which is understandable".

All four of us sat in a circle trying to figure out the best way"BABY" "CATEKINS" "LUCY" "SADES" we heard four voices call. "What should we do" said angel"um ah er just stay silent for a minute then well make a mad dash to the bathroom. Stay there for five minutes come out and say we went for some fresh air" Lucy whispered we all ran. "Where do you suppose they went" an outside voice said"beats me " said another"guys maybe we outta just call em I'll call Lucy" ash said we all looked at luc. She was struggling to silence her phone cates let out a giggle"shush cates seriously do you wanna have to explain to them" angel scolded.

Once we heard them leave we came out "there you guys are the shows been over for twenty minutes for fucks sakeswhere were you" Michael says grabbing angel. "I had to pee so we all went then we got busy talking and just lost track of the time" I said"I'll never understand that about you girls" said cal rolling his eyes. He hugged and kissed me then we went back to the tour bus.