I WISH I WAS BESIDE YOU

BEING PREGNANT

LUCYS POV
Being pregnant sucks I can't do anything I just have to sit and watch TV all damn day. Ash is so over protective which is a good thing and a bad thing at least today cates is coming over to entertain me"lucyboo I'm here" she calls. "That shit might be cute with Luke but it ain't gonna work on me" I sassed"ooohh sassy luc I like it sorry thought I'd try it out" she says. Cates and I decided to make cookies and brownies my phone rang whilst I was stirring the batter it was Ashton again calling for the tenth time. "Ashy washy I love you but please stop calling were baking I'm fine the baby's fine for the love of god stop worrying about me and do your job damnit"!

"I'll never stop worrying" he giggles i hung up and turned my phone off "UGH HE'S SO DAMN ANNOYING" I yelled. "Woah calm down Lucy its kinda sweet he cares so much" cates said. "Yeah it is but not when he calls every five minutes its awful I mean how often does Luke call you" I asked"like almost never since were together everyday" she replied. "Yeah that's normal this is insane I just can't handle it cates. I think deep down he's scared to be a dad but doesn't wanna show it so he masks it with over protectiveness instead". "I can get Luke to talk to him for you" she offers"no  were adults and were married I have to not be afraid to let out all my feelings".

"I don't even know what to say cates" I slumped"you just gotta be straight say yo ash you annoying the shit outta me stop calling or I won't give you kisses or sex" cates suggests I chuckled."thanks catekins" I said hugging her cates phone rang"its Ash" she said"please don't answer it" I begged"fine I won't but you have to talk to him today" she said firm. Ashton wouldn't stop calling her cates turned off her phone too we sat and ate brownies watched some glee as well. We've always loved glee it got us through our teenage years season 3 is my favorite its when Finn and Rachel get engaged.

We did our hair painted our nails I threw up again"you've got this Lucy be strong I love you ash" the note read. "Lucy you alright babes" date asked"yeah I think the nail polish smell might be a trigger" I replied"okay I'll go get rid of it" she says I clean myself up. "Yo yo yo lukey in hizzle" Luke says gangsta walking it was pathetic"Luke stop please we've been over this your not a gangster" cates rolled her eyes. "Ash said to tell you he's a bit late he's running to the store literally running too anyways bye. I'm stealing my wife back now" Luke told me throwing cates over his shoulder"BYE LUCY AND REMEMBER BE HONEST" she calls.

"I'm sorry for whatever I did to piss you off" Ash says barging in"Ashton its sweet your over protective but I'm not gonna die I'm not even that pregnant yet. I wanna still be able to have adventures before its too late. I hate being confined to the hotel or the show stop calling me so much I don't like that its so annoying. I had a lovely girls day with her" I vented"Im sorry luc I just want to make sure our kid turns out alright. I mean it'll grow up around paps and crazy fangirls attacking their dad" he chuckles I hugged him and kissed him a few times as wells.

"Ash this kid will be so loved because they have us for parents were so excited we've been secretly wanting kids for a while now" I reminded him. He smiles at me"how was the girls day" he asked"oh it was a blast we made cookies and some brownies and watched glee. It was a chill out day for sure" I said"you know luc I've just been thinking here. An its not fair for you to be confined you should be allowed to go out and have fun I'll try to be less like Ash". I laughed"thanks it means a lit" I say and sit on his lap"I love you Lucy Irwin" "I love you too Ashton Irwin" I cuddled into his chest more.