I WISH I WAS BESIDE YOU

THREESOME

CATES POV
I'm worried about Ashton and Lucy Carmen I sent any better we have tour starting tomorrow we have to be on a flight to Japan tonight. Managements allowed Ashton one week before he has to join us I just wish there was something I could do Lucy's actually taking this a lot better. She's optimistic and for once Ashton's not Carmen has gotten bigger but she's still too small to be taken home. Today I cried for them for Carmen Luke's been so good this whole time I went downstairs and curled onto his lap.

"Hey Mrs hemmings you doing okay" he wiped my tears"yeah I just want them to be okay back to normal" I smile he kisses my cheek a few times. "Let's go out get your mind off it I've got an idea for something fun" "only if you carry me" I whisper. He chuckles but lifts me up "I want to breathe you in like your vapor I want to be the one you remember I want to feel your love like the weather all over me all over me I want to print our hands on the pavement savoir your words I won't ever waste them look into your eyes and just know what you miss so lie to me lie to me" Luke sings.

"Luke where the hell are we were on the freeway" "you'll just have to see" he responds. Luke sings more til we finally arrive at a place that's vaguely familiar" this is the group house you guys first lived in. Why are we here" I question"this is where we met I need to show you something inside" and we go up into his old room all their furniture and stuff was still here.

"Why is this place still furnished" I chuckle looking back onto memories so many wonderful memories. I sat on the bed"we had our first time on this bed" I say"yeah we did and it was so special but I reunited when I said you were my teenage dream and you should let me put my hands on you. Awkwardest thing ever" he smiles"yeah you were so cute and nervous back then you gave me a handshake on our first date I had to hold your hand first and lean in first on the kiss. " I reminded him.

"I know I was so nervous those first 6 months were so stressful I'd never felt this way about anybody on the inside of my closet I used to write down things I wanted to say or do to you. I have to cross things off" he scratches his head I bee line for the closest"your hair smells like apples when you breathe it makes me feel things. I want to be inside of you....no on you I wanna on you I'm sorry I'm so awkward but I love you I promise" I read aloud.

I laughed so hard "shut up I was going to tell you all of those but dident cause Mikey said they were creepy and awkward" Luke defends. "To do list ask cates out ask cates to be my girl hold hand kiss her sleep with her do the dirty deed with her. Tell her I love her even though we met yesterday propose to her marry her buy a house start a family" I read. I smile"wow you are 10 more awkward and sweet than what I realized" I tell him"yeah well luckily I became so much less awkward".

I take off my shirt and lay on his bed while he crossed off the propose marry and buy a house. "Mrs hemmings is there a particular reason you removed your shirt" Luke raised his brow. "Yeah so you could do me " "so seductive" he rolls his eyes getting on top of me"I love you so much cates and there's one thing on that list that needs to be checked off. Seeing Carmen made me realize I'm done being scared of something I want just like how our first time ever was here I want the first time we try to have a baby be here right now before we leave" Luke tells me.

"I love you so much" he says kissing me man it was good"we have to pack now" Luke said we were just lying here now I was drawing patterns on his chest. "No I wanna stay have more sex" I tell him"a compromise one more quickie then we go home and pack" he kisses me. We arrived at the airport in the best moods" you guys are here lets go" Michael says"just a threesome. It feels weird almost wrong starting without Ashton" calum sighs.

Poor calum he has to say goodbye to Sadie since she's in summer quarter. "Don't worry cal Ashton will be fine" i smile Luke and i board the plane. "This flights going to be 8 hours i think try to sleep japans got a different timezone then us but its not too far off. " Luke explained"the flight company is one of the most trusted so we shouldn't have turbulence it was founded in 1958 by a guy named jet. His heart was not black" Luke goes on"Luke your hott when you know stuff" i tell him.