I WISH I WAS BESIDE YOU

MANILIA

MICHAEL POV
I woke up without angel by my side she's gone off on a modeling job for Elle shell be back in a few days. I miss her so much and its only been 12 hours since I sent her off fuck I'm so excited for tonight Manila will be epic. We have an interview later on today for Asia's top 40 Luke's the only one with his girl on tour. That lucky basterd Carmen's still the same slow improvements Sadie's been really helping Lucy by distracting her. Ashton doesn't deserve for this to happen to his child.

Ashton is the most chipper optimistic responsible caring loving care free person he's the perfect dad. Carmen will be so loved and spoiled by him i know Ashton's trying to remain positive but inside its killing him. "Good morning Michael Gordon Clifford breakfast is on the table be ready to go by ten am after the interview were grabbing lunch then soundcheck then show then bedtime. We have an early day tomorrow so at midnight all lights are off" Ashton fills me in. I hug him"Mikey what's this for" he giggles"for being Ashton" I smiled"aww well shucks" h smiles.

"Cates hemmings " I greet kissing her cheek with my tongue"ew gross Mikey fuck you" she laughs licking my ear"literally no" I say. "Please stop licking each other I'm trying to eat" Luke said annoyed"what you don't wanna be licked lukey" i wiggle my tongue a lot. "Oh my god no never do that again " "his panties are on backwards" cates tells me"kinda figured" I nod.

"Just shut the fuck up don't lick me I don't got panties on I just wanna eat my god damn breakfast in peace" he says dramatic"really cause you sure sound like it your being a moody bitch" i joke cates laughs"up top" she told me. "I'm so hash tag done done with all of you I HATE THIS BAND" he shouts storming off"i apologize he's pmsing" says cates we cracked up. "I should go after him" cates gets up "what'd you guys do to poor Luke" a grumpy ash comes in"we were just teasing he was being a moody bitch" i exclaim.

"Then he was a dramatic bitch" calum speaks up"well he's crying now you both know how much he hates being compared to a girl" Ashton scolds. "Go apologize hug it out then we have to leave all four of us better be happy on the car ride" he orders we leave. "Lukeyboo" cates says soft"go away I don't want to talk to either of you" he mumbles"Lucas come on cut the shit were sorry hugs" I say holding out my arms he huffs out. "Lukey we love you and we love how sensitive you are we also like to poke fun at you but we don't mean it" cates wipes his tears. He looks at us"fine" he says and walks off"there's something more" I tell cates"I agree".

Cates stayed back Luke didn't want her to come I felt bad I even apologized again Luke hasn't talked to me in four hours. He didn't speak to us at lunch or during most of the soundcheck its almost show time he put on a big smile and went out. "He always kisses me as he's running on the stage" cates said sadly I wanted to comfort her but I had to leave"good luck" she calls I kiss her cheek Luke sends an annoyed glance my way. What the fuck is his problem I thought"Manila are you ready to rock out first of all I just wanna thank you all for coming. This is gonna be a great show" Ashton greets as we start to play carry on the fans were so fucking loud our loudest show ever.

I was heavily impressed after we sung amnesia it was time for beside you everyone looked over to Luke "oh right ha guess I always introduce this song. Um this next one is also a bit of a slow one its time for beside you" he said awkward oh shit I thought no dedication fuck me and cates have fucked up. I looked over at cates"you okay" I mouthed she shook her head no and left. I was worried about her I wish angel was here after vapor we had a quick five minute break"where's cates" Luke asked.

"I saw her leave during beside you I think she's hurt" I say "good" he replies smirking. I snapped at him"okay Luke what the fuck is your problem how many times do we have to apologize for this morning" I almost shout. "Its not about that its about how for the last month you guys have spent a lot of time together. I like to go out and adventure she prefers to stay indoors don't think I didn't notice you kissed her cheek" he said firm. Is he serious right now"Luke stop. Stop acting like this I only kissed her because she was sad you didn't kiss her I like spending time with her because she's just like me. I'm sorry  angels just been gone a lot and I'm lonely and I'm sorry I've been using cates as a replacement " I let out.

"Guys we have to get back out there finish this talk later" calum told us we nodes and finish the show"she's still not back" Luke said kinda panicky. He calls and texts her no response"fuck she's probably upset with me calum you try" he puts his hands on the door frame. He's worried"I'm sorry angels gone a lot but I just miss cates when she's with you you guys are so playful and fun" Luke tells me. "Dude she's your wife that girl is absolutely head over heels for you she will be for life" I pat his back.

"I tried then ash tried still nothing" calum informs us"shit okay just breathe Luke" Luke says to himself. "Hey mate chill well find her don't worry " Ash reassures him we look around the building nowhere. Not on the bus either Luke was really starting to panic Manila was the greatest show defiantly the loudest crowd and coolest fan project. I tweeted out my thank you message"Luke stop pacing" I say"I can't because every time she's alone something bad happens" he throws his hands up. "Let's split up calum you go left I'll go right Ashton stay with Luke here try to calm him" I say and we go our own ways.

I walked a few blocks til I came to a bar looking type place thingy I went in and searched for her I was kinda worried too at this point. I walked for a couple more blocks til I came to an alley way I saw a girl and heard her there was a man he was trying to get his hands on her. I ran over and shoved him off her "what the fuck do you think your doing to this woman have you no respect" I shout. My anger level was boiling red"mmikey is that you" a shaken voice asked I looked at the girl closer it was cates. "Cates oh my god are you okay Luke's so fucking worried" I hug her I notice blood on her face.

"Michael Clifford we meet again" a cocky voice says I know this voice it was Chad. I completely lost it"I've kicked your ass twice do you really wanna it kicked a third" i threaten"you just had to come along didn't you. First you steal my girlfriend then you beat me in an ally now you've stopped me from getting my hands on someone I want" he shouts. I didn't wanna fight but I was fucking pissed then he punched me hard I punched him back.

Our fighting went on for a bit til he ran away"yeah you better fucking run" i yell"boy he makes me pissed" I exclaim. My face softens as I look at cates"you okay what'd he do to you" I move her hair."a lot worse things if you haven't come I'll tell you the story later with everyone thanks for saving me" she cries and hugs me. I give her my jacket as we walked back.

CATES
I'm always so stupid I have the worst luck I thought I took a walk to help calm me I was upset with Luke. I went to the bar had some drinks came out then was grabbed tried to get away but couldn't. The whole time I wanted Luke I cried into Mikey the whole way back. When we were at the venue parking lot I saw calum first Ash was trying to calm Luke who was freaking out. Luke was pacing everywhere screaming and probably crying"cates what the what are you okay" calum says happy hugging me.

"I promise I'll tell you in a bit" I say shaky"Mikey dude the fuck" he asked confused"did angel come home early that's just great you get your girlfriend back early while my wife is out missing" Luke stresses. "Lukeyboo" I cry out"Mikey wait holy shit what happened to you" luke exclaims. He notices me" oh my god babe im so sorry im so sorry I'm so fucking sorry" Luke hugs me tight out of breath"wait why are you bleeding who did this to you" he questions mad. "I'll tell you but kiss me " I plead he does for a while"alright let's get you both cleaned up then well talk" Luke kisses my forehead and wipes my tears.

"I got upset you'd been ignoring me all day then the beside you thing happened I couldn't handle it I left. I walked to the bar had some drinks then decided to walk further when I was pulled and this someone tried to get tier hands on me. It was Chad I took a closer look and knew I tried to fight back but instead he cut me and hit me. Then he was going to undress me but Mikey showed up and beat him then we walked back. My phone died I'm sorry " I cried "I swear I'm putting you on a leash" Luke tells me he had tears same with ash and cal.

Mikey was holding ice to his face"I'm so stupid I keep getting myself and the people I care about hurt. " I cried out"I'm so sorry " I say Luke pulls me closer to him"sh don't be sorry. Never ever be sorry its not your fault its those dooshes who don't know how to treat a girl" he says I chuckle. "Cates you're like my little sister I'll always be there for you" Mikey adds"thanks guys I love you all so much " I said we do a group hug. Luke and I walk across the street to our hotel room I change out of my clothes and Luke puts his t shirt over me"I never got to apologize for being a dramatic bitch to you all day. It wasn't even really you I was mad at it was Mikey but were all good and your safe that's what matters" Luke tells me. "I love you so fucking much you dramatic bitch" "I love you so fucking much more you runaway"i tease.