My version of Sang's not so naive and knows some basic things about her body and sex in general. This chapter's about Silas telling Sang some facts about sex and there's also some cussing and making out. If you are uncomfortable with any of those things, please skip this chapter. Thank you for reading my story, please let me know what you think of the story.
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CHAPTER 38
Sang pov
Crap, I really hope that I didn't just ask the wrong thing. I know that he's my friend and I don't want to embarrass him. Gah, guys are so hard to understand! Silas face goes red to the tip of his ears and he looks at me with a questioning look on his face. He looks really cute with a red face.
"Sang, are you sure you want to know the answer to that question? I will answer your questions, but I have to ask you a few questions first. Is that okay?" I'm not really sure I should say this, but how am I going to learn anything, if I don't ask. "Thank you, Silas! Ask away." He looks at me and takes a big breath and says "Sang, are you sure?" I put my hand on his arm and say "Yes Silas, please tell me and please keep this conversation to yourself."
"Sang, I know you've never had a boyfriend, but what do you know about sex?" It's my turn to blush. I look down at my hands and really think about what I know. "While I don't have any personal experience, I do know the basics from my previous schools' health class, some things from the books that I've read, and some things from hearing girls talk at school. Is there more that I should know to understand what Mr. Morgan meant?"
He runs his hands through his thick, black hair and looks at me. "Sang, I'm not sure that I'm the one who should be having this conversation with you. Maybe Doc, should have this talk with you." I notice that he's starting to sweat a little, along his hair line. Now, I really want to know what that idiot said to me, if big, strong Silas is getting all worked up over it. I look at Silas and give him my big puppy dog eyes and stick out my bottom lip in a pout.
"Please Silas; you said that you would tell me." I give him another pleading look. "Okay Sang, but I'm afraid that this will embarrass both of us and I don't want you to be mad at me" he says in a choked voice. Silas opens his mouth and there's a knock on the passenger window. Kota's standing there holding my phone and purse. I glance over at Silas and he has a look of relief on his face.
I hold up a finger to Kota, signaling for him to wait a minute. "You're not getting away that easily Bub. Silas, will you please tell me when we get back to my apartment? Pretty please with cream, sugar, and a cherry on top!" He closes his eyes for a minute and takes a deep breath. "Yes Sang, I'll tell you when we're back at your apartment, but it's going to be an embarrassing conservation for both of us. Are you sure you want to know?" "Silas, I think it's always better to know and be embarrassed, than to not know and be oblivious to what's going on. Personally, I don't believe the saying 'Ignorance is Bliss'.""How about we get your things, tell the guys goodbye, and go grab something to eat? Just the two of us, we can talk about what happened and have our question and answer session. "Sure, that sounds great! Are we eating in the restaurant or at my place? " He smirks at me and says "I think it might be safer to have the conversation at the restaurant. You are a very fascinating lady and I'm still a little excited from our make out session!" He winks at me and gets out of the car. I sit there kind of frozen. WTF?
Silas pov
Kota opens the car door for Sang and we head over to where the rest of the guys are waiting for us. As much as I flirt and tease Sang, I really like her and mean most of what I say. I hope that having this conversation with her doesn't change things between us. Or if it does change, maybe it will change for the better. Maybe she can be my girlfriend now. She's so pretty and sexy. I know I've only known her for a short time, but I can't stop thinking about her.
We grab our things and the guys give her hugs and tell us goodbye. Some ask her to text or call them later. Then we get in my car and drive away from Victors. I was planning to eat at the restaurant, but couldn't imagine having our conversation there, so we pick up burgers and fries from a local drive thru. Then we head back to Sangs. I start sweating the closer we get to her place.
Really hoping the God of Love doesn't make an appearance, but I'm not holding my breath on that one. I wonder if she would let me sleep over again tonight. Driving into the parking lot of Ashton Gardens, I pull into a parking spot close to the stairs. I grab the food and we head up the stairs and into her apartment.
"Sang, do you have any napkins? They didn't give us any." I ask her as we sit down at her small table to eat. "Sure Si, let me go grab some from the kitchen." I love when she calls me Si. I'm more than a little nervous, so I'm eating slow to delay the conversation. Sang eats most of her burger and nibbles at the fries. "Silas, are you done eating yet?" Sang asks an edge to her voice.
"Come here Aggele mou" Sang stands up and instead of moving over to me, she heads over to the bed and sits down. Then she pats the spot next to her.
This girl is going to be the death of me!
I stride over to the bed, scoop her up, and gently place her sideways on my lap. She giggles and says in a coy voice "So Superman, will you answer my questions?" "Superman huh? I like that Aggele mou! But first, I need a quick kiss to get me through this coming conversation." Damn, I hope no one's coming during this conversation, unless it's the Aggele on my lap. I put my arms around her and snuggle her close. God, she smells so good! She looks up at me with those big green eyes and I put my hands on either side of her face and slowly pull her towards me.
Her body melts into mine and I gently press my lips to hers. Her hands move up to my hair and she pulls me closer. Slowly, I angle my head and make our kiss a little deeper. I lick her bottom lip and gently nip it. Sang softly gasps and opens her mouth a little. My tongue slips into her mouth and caresses hers. Oh God, she tastes so good! She moves her hands from my hair and grabs onto my shoulders. Her nails dig in slightly and it feels amazing.
Her tongue tangles with mine and she tastes sweet, like honey and Sang. She digs her nails into my shoulders again and my lips move from hers and kiss down her cheek until I get to her neck.
I lick her neck and lightly nibble on it. Not hard enough to mark her, but she moans and I almost lose it. In her excitement, she wiggles her curvy, little body against mine until she's sitting on my lap facing me.
OMG, I can feel her heat right above my cock. Aggele unconsciously rocks her hips against mine and I know I'm in trouble. I grab her hips and rock her against me again. My hearts racing and I moan loudly. The God of Love's hard as a rock and pulsing. I know that we need to stop, but TGL's dying for release. Pulling my lips from her neck, I put my forehead against hers and close my eyes. Roughly I say "Sang, if we don't stop soon, I'm going to come in my pants." Her eyes are heavy lidded and she looks at me with blurry, lust filled eyes.
Gently, I move her from my lap and set her down beside me. I cuddle her to my side and try to gain full control over my tense and aching body. I reach down and discretely adjust myself. "See, that's what I mean. People say things, but they don't explain exactly what they mean." She says in a husky, dazed tone. "Sang, what I'm about to say ties in with what happened earlier with Mr. Morgan and what just happened between us. Do you know how guys are built differently than girls, down there?
My eyes drift to my crotch. Her eyes follow mine and go wide with sudden knowledge. The God of Love's tenting my pants, so he's a little hard to miss. She nods her head and gestures for me to continue. "Guys are all on the outside and girls on the inside. That's how men and women fit together. I love what we were doing, but my body is telling me that it wants more."
"We're not ready for that. Do you know what happens when a guy gets really excited sexually?" I ask her in a semi calm voice. I take a deep breath and try to calm my pounding heart and overly aroused body. "Not really. I do know the basics from sex ed, but it's different when it's happening to you." she says in a small voice, while glancing down at my crotch. She seems fascinated by the TGL and it's really not helping my situation.
I reach over and lift her chin. "Sang, please look at me. I love what we did, but when a guy gets really excited like that, his body needs to either calm down or have a release. When I said "I'm going to come in my pants" that's the release that I was talking about. You may have heard it called different things, like an orgasm, climax, cum, or ejaculate."
"I have heard of those things, but it's kind of hard to understand with not having that equipment myself and no experience with men. The first time I really understood what it even really was, was the night you spent the night" Sang says in a shy voice with pink cheeks. It's my turn to get pink cheeked. "Sang, why didn't you date or have any experience with men? I know your step mother was nuts, but you're beautiful. Didn't guys at your last school ask you out?"
"No Si, I was pretty much ignored by everyone at my old school. My step mother always called me a slut or a whore, so I never wanted to prove her right" she says in a slightly sad tone. "Sang, being with someone you like or better yet love, does not make you a slut or a whore. When you both decide it's time for more, whether it is fooling around or sex, nothing should ever be shameful or taboo. As long as you both enjoy it." Oh God, I can't believe I'm having this conversation with the girl of my dreams!
"Now for what Mr. M said, the man's a straight up asshole. His party favor comments did imply that you're easy, but we both know that's not true, right?" She looks up at me and nods her head.
I take a deep breath and start the next part. "Sang, do you know what oral sex is?" She rolls her eyes and nods her head. "Can you tell me please?" I ask her, feeling both turned on and a little embarrassed. "Yes, Si, it's when a girl puts a guys penis in her mouth and sucks on it until he has a orgasm, right?" Her cheeks flush. Nodding my head and I say "Yes Sang, but oral sex can also be done on a woman too." Aggele's eyes go huge as she thinks about it and her pretty blush spreads down her neck.
I realize that she hadn't considered that before. God, I would love to do that to her, for her. This conversation's really not helping my TGL situation. Damn, I need a really need a shower to take care of myself. And I know what I'm going to be thinking about, who I'm going to be thinking about. "Sang, I hope I explained everything for you, do you have any questions for me?" She looks at me and shakes her head no. "I have heard of that, but from what I have heard women do that more than guys do. Wow, it's a lot to take in. Can I think about it and maybe ask a question or two later?" she says sweetly.
"Aggele mou, you can always ask. I think I'm going to head home now. Remember I'm right next door, if you need anything." I swear I will cry if anyone's in the bathroom, when I get home. I'm so horny and hard, I could pound nails with my cock. I get up and move quickly towards the door when I hear "Si, can you please stay with me tonight? I feel safer when you stay with me."
Oh shit, I want to stay, but I'm not sure if it's safe for either of us. Well crap, what should I do?
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