Now You See Me, Now You Don't(The Academy-Ghost Bird)

Chapter 40 - A sweet kiss and confusion!

Hi Everyone,

Sorry that I've been slacking on posting. Life has been a little crazy and I've been a little lazy lately. I'm going to try and post more frequently, but the writing will be shorter. If there's anything you would like me to add or anyone that your looking forward to their kiss, please let me know. Thanks!!

Love,
Lunaloo

CHAPTER 40


Sang pov cont


Victor pulls me even closer and our lips touch in a gentle kiss. His moss and berry scent tickles my nose and the warmth radiating off of him warms me. The kiss is sweet and tender. His lips are soft and smooth, but he crushes me closer and our kiss turns deeper. He licks my lips and I moan softly. Swiftly, his tongue enters my mouth and dances with mine.

Victor tastes so good and my hands tangle in his thick, wavy hair. His hands are moving up and down my back, both soothing and exciting me. I have that funny feeling in my stomach again. I had it earlier with Silas and I have it now with Victor. What does it mean? And why do I feel the same way with both guys?

Slowly, Victor's hand moves from my back to my rib cage. His fingers move like he's playing the piano on my ribs. Then his hand moves further forward still and up my torso. He gently cups one of my breasts. I gasp and he pulls away from me. "I'm sorry Sang, I didn't mean to push you" Victor says as he lowers his eyes and looks away from me.

Pulling him into a big hug, I whisper in his ear "Victor, it was a great kiss, but you surprised me by touching me. I've never had that happen to me before and I'm not sure how I should feel about it."
Victor hugs me closer and kisses my forehead. Just then the bathroom door opens and Silas comes out of the bathroom. "Hey Vic, hey Sang, is that snack ready yet?" Silas gives us a curious look and then gives Victor a suspicious look. The next thing I know, Si and Victor are having a silent conversation.

I really, really hate being left out, so I get up and stomp my way to the kitchen. Standing next to the stove, I think about what just happened. I'm so confused! Victor's kiss was so different from Silas kiss, but both were incredible. Silas pulled me against his body and made me feel shocking things that I have never felt before. With Victor, it was shocking too, but it didn't feel the same. They both made me feel good in different ways, but I have no idea what to do now. I guess I shouldn't compare?!

I can't believe I kissed two boys that are such good friends and I really liked kissing both! And it felt so good when they touched me too! Crap, I don't want to make things difficult or cause problems. They made me want more, but I'm still not sure what more is.

Maybe my step mother was right. Maybe I am a slut!