My Soulmate (COMPLETED)

Race ❤ 15

Habagat's POV

I looked at my wife as she walk away and leave me soulless in this living room. I feel so dumb hearing those words from her. Obviously, she's mad. Really really mad. And I hate it when she's mad at me. Kakaayos pa lang ng relasyon namin pero heto nanaman at nag kakaroon nanaman ng lamat.

I don't know what's her point to re-open my sister's suicidal death. What for ? Hindi ba siya naniniwala na ang pinsan niya ang may dahilan kung bakit ginawa iyon ni Atmospera ? But the letter says everything. Atmospera is my lovely youngest sister. She's sweet as candy. But her perfect life ruined by her love of that Calvin Heluxus. That motherfucker !

I found myself standing infront of Atmospera's room. I don't know why? At hindi ko din alam kung kakayanin kong pumasok sa loob ng kwartong ito. I remember those days, ayaw na ayaw ni Atmospera na may pumapasok sa kwarto niya. Because she wants privacy. She badly needs privacy. Ayaw niya sa ibang tao, ayaw niyang nakakakita ng ibang tao. But when it comes to that motherfucker, everything on her becomes different. She used to socialized to others just to please him. Just to get his attention. But what the most killing part is when she used to kill herself and the baby inside her womb because she doesn't get his attention. The fuck !

Bigla ay sumagi sa isip ko ang dapat magiging anak din namin ni Jewel. Halos gabi gabi ko din iyong iniyakan. And to be honest, totoong nagalit ako sa asawa ko dahil doon. Pero alam kong huli na ang lahat para maitama pa ang mali lalo na't alam kong may kasalanan din naman ako sa kanya. I hurt her not only physically but also emotionally. I know how much she suffers on me. And that's killing me inside.

I wanna punch my face so hard for being mean to her. It's the only way to protect her anyway.

I used to hurt her because I'm afraid that her life must be in dangerous because me. Masama akong tao at marami akong nakaaway at ayokong maging pain siya para mapabagsak ako. I love her and I don't know what's going to happen to me when someone took her away. Hindi ko kakayanin kapag nangyari iyon.

Kaya imbes na pumasok ako sa kwartong iyon ay dumiretso ako ng guessroom. Ayoko ng istorbohin pa si Jewel sa kwarto namin kaya hindi na ako nagpunta doon. But to my surprise. She's also here. At the guessroom. Sleeping soundly and beautiful.

Halata sa mga mata niya ang pag iyak. Nakatulog siguro siya sa sama ng loob at sobrang pag iyak.

I'm sorry wife.

Napailing nalang ako. I remember the first day we met. Sa isang race iyon and mukhang hindi na niya ako matandaan dahil lagi akong naka face-mask na kulay itim noon. But her smile captivated my whole being. Until one day I realize that I love her and it's not good for me. What makes me surprise more is when she joined our group because she's madly inlove with cars. She's impatient to get all of the fastest cars so even if she has a money, she just choose to carnap all of it. And she's so hot on that !

Until I realize that I can't take it anymore so I take her. I make her mine. That time is not about fooling her. Lahat ng pinaramdam ko sa kanya noon ay totoo. But when Pacifico knew all about it, He told me to keep distance to her beacuse she might become my weakness which is true. Ganoon ang ginawa ni Pacifico kay Mommy noon. Kahit na mahal niya ito ay kumalas siya dahil ayaw niyang mapahamak si Mommy. And I admire him to that. Kaya ginawa ko di n ang naging desisyon ni Dad. Dahil in the first place ayokong mapahamak si Jewel ng dahil sa akin. Sa sobrang dami ng taong galit sa akin alam ko na lahat sila ay pinagtatangkaan ang buhay ko. Ayoko ng madamay pa ang babaeng mahal ko. Kaya umiwas ako. Sinaktan ko siya ng paulit ulit.

But in the end, here I am. Willing to change everything only for her. Because I really do love her.

Hinaplos ko ang pisngi niya. She's peacefully asleep but when she feels my touch she immediately wake up.