Divergent: The Outsider 2

|Chapter 19|

I stare at myself in the full body mirror with a profound look written across my face.

I look different, different for what I have been for the past few days. I actually have on decent clothing instead of sweatpants or a sweatshirt. I have on clothing that fits and looks good.

I have make up on my face, taking away the pale and sadden expression on my face giving me some life, some excitement.

I took Christina's offer on going out to wherever she planned for us girls tonight, so I decided to clean up which I am glad for. I am not going to let this miscarriage and my family's actions bring my whole life down.

I just gave a speech to my mother that I wouldn't want to leave all of this behind, all of this that I built up, now it would look crazy if all of this went away because I didn't want to crawl out of that hole I have been staying in.

Tonight's attire makes me look stunning; I have on a pair of ripped black high waist skinny jeans that basically shows both of my legs. But, I paired them with black leggings underneath due to the cold weather and I also still want to stay conservative.

I have on a black V-neck that is perfectly fitting on my body, and to finish that off a leather jacket and all black timberlands. I just curled my hair, letting it fall down my back in a golden shower. My make up is light with deep red lipstick.

I walk out of the closet with a sigh, grabbing my phone off of the charger checking the time. I am just ready to get this night over with so I can come home and cuddle with Tobias.

"I won't be out late." I promise, looking at Tobias as he scrolls on his laptop with a pair of reading glasses on.

"You don't have a curfew." He says with a slight chuckle, taking the laptop off of his lap and glasses off of his face and I walk closer to him. "Just as long as my wife gets out of the house."

He pulls me into his lap and gives me a brief kiss wrapping his arms around my waist.

"You look good, Tris." He says making me smile and knock my forehead against his.

"Thanks." I whisper, drawing his mouth to mine once again. Capturing his lips with mine and he smirks pulling away once again making me frown.

"Don't bring any guys back tonight." He jokes making my head tilt back in laughter. It's kind of strange to think that just this morning we were down in the blues, comforting each other and feeling sad. But, now we are vibrant, happier, alive.

"Of course not." I say sitting my head back up, looking at him and he smiles and kisses me again on the mouth, I wrap my arms around him savoring this moment. It's been a while since we kissed like this.

A knock on the door interrupts us making Tobias groan and me to give a faint smile, standing on my feet. I walk to the door and perch my ear close by the door.

"Who is it?" I question.

"Me!" I hear Christina's high pitched voice say making me smile and I open the door and her mouth falls just as mines fall.

She has on a gray dress that comes to mid thigh length with gray snakeskin inserts on the sides, making her hips and waist stand out perfectly. She paired that with a pair of tall gray heels and light make up with glossy, bright, red lipstick. Her hair is curly and falling down from her face landing on her shoulders.

"You look hot!" We both exclaim at the same time staring at each other with surprised expressions.

"Aren't you going to be cold?" Tobias asks walking to the doorway, standing beside me. She playfully rolls her eyes at Tobias.