Divergent: The Outsider 2

|Chapter 50|

[Tris' Point of View]

My parent's or Caleb didn't even answer the phone, I know that they don't like my lifestyle but they could still pick up the phone once in a while to say something positive or just to check in instead of me always doing the work. They are still the parent's. I will never give Jonah and Matthew the same lifestyle I had.

I decided to leave it alone, something told me to just stop trying and let them come to me later on, "Ready?" Tobias asks opening the side door to see me sitting in the middle of my sleeping sons. I nod my head smiling and he takes the seat out properly and I get out shrugging on the baby bag and my bag while Tobias goes to the other side to get the other twin. The front door man opens the door for us and smiles at us. We get into the elevator and take the ride up to our room. I grab the keys out of Tobias' pocket and I unlock the door. Hercules and Zeus instantly perk up at us and their tails start wagging excessively.

"Shh!" I tell them as we walk into the living room, "I missed you guys!" I tell them and Zeus places his paws on my chest and starts trying to lick me in the face. I giggle and move out of the way for Tobias.

"They are as tall as you on their legs." Tobias jokes and I roll my eyes at him. They are big dogs, Pitbull and Rottweiler. Tobias sets the carriers in the living room on the floor and Zeus and Hercules start sniffing the carrier, "You have to be careful guys." Tobias tells the dogs, once they are not interested in the boys anymore, and got used to their smell, they jump on Tobias who laughs and carries the rowdy dogs to the back.

I let out a huge sigh and pull the boys closer to the couch where I plop down on it, I am so exhausted and they've only been here for two days. My stomach went down a little bit, but not fully. That's going to take a while, but I am already starting my 'exercising' I am drinking plenty of water and making sure that I stay hydrated due to the fact that I am breastfeeding and hopefully loose this baby weight.

"Tired?"

"Yeah." I tell Tobias as he sits beside me on the couch and the dogs come from the back, sitting at the foot of the couch since they know that they can't be on it.

"Well, you did push really hard. I'm surprised that you didn't need stitches."

"Well, you taught me how to be a fighter, pun intended."

Tobias laughs, "Yep, just like your daddy."

"My dad-"

"I'm talking about me,"

I can't contain my laughter, I quickly cover my hand with my mouth mentally chastising myself for laughing so loudly, the boys stir and I hold my breath while Tobias silently laughs. I really need to get used to this parenting thing.

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"Matty, you can't be this hungry." I say rocking us from side to side I'm currently nursing him at three in the morning. Luckily, his brother slept through his whines. Tobias was too tired to actually get up, so of course that left me. I made some bottles before I went to bed, thank goodness for Christina. She was able to get me a high quality pump.

He's been nursing for thirty minutes, and I try to find the signs of him not clenching his hands into fist, and slowly start to unlatch-like the nurses told me. But, instead he keeps on nursing with his eyes closed and his hands balled up in a fist. I rub my fingertip up and down his face and his mouth opens just a little bit for me to stick my finger in there and unlatch him but he cries until I latch him back on.

I rock us side to side until he unlatches himself, I lift him up and pat him on back until he burps. I smile and carefully pick up his brother walking towards the bedroom, "I have the boys," I tell a sleeping Tobias. He lets out a long sigh and turns on his back rubbing his eyes. I hand him Jonah who carefully places him in the middle and I do the same to Matthew.

I get on the other side of the boys and I let out a happy sigh, looking between my three boys who all look identical. I smile and peacefully close my eyes.

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Turn tf up, was able to update before midnight. Since it's still technically Tuesday Well, where I am. Lol with 10 minutes to spare. Enjoy!