|Chapter 52|

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"I really don't want to leave this bed." I groan into the pillow, Tobias lets out a low chuckle and I feel him slip from under the covers. Tobias is going back to work today, I don't know what I am going to do without his help with the boys but, we need the money. I don't know how I am going to cope with double the cries, double the feedings, double the diapers, and double the noise. I can't leave the house since they are still too young. They are only two and a half weeks old.

"I'm right behind you." I say with a sigh, sitting up in the bed to rub my tired face. The boys are on totally different schedules especially at night. When one is sleeping the other one is hungry, when one is just awake, the other one is sleeping. It's really hard being parents.

I go to the bathroom to brush my teeth, hair, and wash my face while Tobias is in the shower. I go to the boys room and see that Jonah is still sleeping and Matthew is moving around in his crib on the verge of waking up. I lift him up and put him to my chest and his mouth opens as if he is ready to feed. I sit down in the rocking chair and adjust my large shirt to start nursing my baby. While he is nursing, I move us back and forth listening to the sound of droplets fall from outside.

"Bye sweetie." I feel Tobias kiss me and open my eyes to see Matthew is no longer in my arms, but wide-awake in Tobias'. "You fell asleep while nursing Matthew, I burped him already." He answers for my confused state. I nod my head and stretch my limbs, standing up.

"Thank you." I peck him on the lips and he hugs me, when I pull away I go check on Jonah who is still sleeping. I furrow my eyebrows at how long he is sleeping and I lift him up, he stirs in my arms and stretch his arms and legs. "Did you change Matty's diaper?" I ask as I place Jonah on the table to change his wet diaper.

"Yeah," He says after I finish, he hands me Matthew and gives me one last kiss and greeting before he is out of the door heading towards the gym so he can get some more information about training and then practice. I am so glad that his job changed, I don't know what I would do if he got hurt or my boys grew up wanting to fight every moving thing.

"I guess it's just us five." I say looking from my boys to the dogs.

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"Jonah!" I groan as he cries loudly in my ear, I don't know why he is so fussy. I'm just glad that Tobias will be home in less than an hour. While the boys were sitting in their swings I ate lunch while checking in on things at my job, then I straighten up a bit and started working on lunch which is casserole, I am so ready for the fall for the soups.

Matthew just sits in the swing looking at his brother, I look up to Matthew look to me to his brother and I can't help but to laugh. I grab my phone off of the table and continue to rock Jonah in my arms, and I snap a picture of Matthew's face.

I laugh and send it to Tobias, Only your child- Tris

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I laugh and send it to Tobias, Only your child- Tris

Oh my goodness! All of the guys find this hilarious, why is his face like that?- Tobias

Jonah is crying and I just looked up to see him like this- Tris

Hilarious- Tobias

I know right- Tris

I should be on the way soon- Tobias

Okay- Tris

I finally get Jonah to calm down and latch on to me so he can eat and calm down, while he eats I send the pictures to all of my friends and some of them reply while others don't since they are at work. I chuckle and pull Matthew towards me letting him latch on to the other side, hopefully doing this will get them on the same feeding schedule instead of two different times. Matthew whines a little bit when he first latches on due to the different time, I know he is hungry but isn't ready to actually eat now.

It it so hard and weird to feed the boys at the same time, Tobias is always helping me with feedings but now I have to nurse them at the same time. When they are finished, I place them both on opposite sides of my shoulders and lean back on the couch so they wouldn't fall and I silently pray that they don't projectile vomit. I burp them and smile when I place them back in the bassinet.

"Honey I'm home!" Tobias says in a weird, playful voice like they do in the movies. I laugh and adjust my shirt as he comes over to the couch, sitting down beside me. He kisses me on the lips and then turns to the boys, "How was your day?" He says with a small grunt, lifting up Jonah and Matthew in his large arms making them look tiny.

"Well, it was slow. I ate, cleaned up, tended to the boys, watch television, and then I just finished feeding the boys." I say as Zeus and Hercules finally return from the back and go to Tobias. I am so glad that Tobias didn't get me a boy and girl pup because I don't know what I would do if she had pups. That's a lot to tend to.

"Well, I just went through some guidelines with Amar and Max, trained myself, and then met my new client. His name is Gabe, Gabe Vada. Other than that amazing text message from my son making a hilarious face, my day was slow as well." Tobias hands me Jonah as he holds Matthew.

"This is Matthew right?" Tobias silently asks himself and looks on the leg for the birthmark and nods his head. "You were making funny faces?" Tobias asks his son, and before I could warn him that I just fed him he projectile vomits all over Tobias' muscle tank top making me instantly laugh.

"I didn't deserve that." Tobias says pursing his lips and then places his son in the bassinet while I continue to laugh. "I was going to take a shower anyways." Tobias says in complete disgust, still in a monotone voice and goes to the back, Hercules following him while Zeus stays here with me.

"That was hilarious." I tap my son's nose who eyes flutter at the movement, I look down to see Jonah sleeping in my arms, I smile and put him in the other bassinet. I kiss both of them and stand up admiring both of them. Yes, parenting does suck some days but I wouldn't trade them for the world.

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a/n: hahaha, that picture had me dead. But, my grandpa is sick and it's really bad. I don't really feel like elaborating, but this story is probably going to be another ten or twenty chapters before it's over. I have a few scenes in my head that I want to put in there. Alright, bye.

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