Divergent: The Outsider 2

|Chapter 27|

Being with Tobias is great. I don't need anything else except for him. He makes my day and that all that matters. I always try to put myself in different scenarios on how my life would be different. What if Susan never died, then I would still live in Chicago and get married to someone that is as equally as wealthy and stuck up as my parents. Would I be stuck up and snobby?

Just thinking about that makes my stomach do a million flips, I don't see how they live their lifestyle. I understand the fact that being continuously wild and always getting into trouble is bad. But, you still have to learn to live, learn to have fun without doing the most.

That is what I love about my friends and husband, because I would have never thought that I would be married and have my dream job at the age of twenty-three. Tobias is my rock and he keeps me sane he is the one is able to reel me back in when I am going through something, when I have nightmares keeping me up reminding me about that horrendous night of the miscarriage.

But, with my friends and Tobias with me they make it seem like it never happened. Like, I could move on and not be stuck like someone in quicksand. I am able to remember that day and not break into tears, I can hold my head up high and know that I did have a miscarriage but soon we can try again and have more babies.

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I love being wrapped up in Tobias arms. Whether we are sleeping or simply cuddling while watching a movie. Just having his strong arms around me is nice and comforting make me grateful for meeting him- even when he did call me 'Blondie' when we first met.

Right now we are taking a nap before we go to the club which is well deserved, I didn't realize how tired I was until I got out of the shower, got dressed in spandex and a sports bra and laid in Tobias' arms. That is the quietest the house has been since we've got here since everyone is resting.

This is so comforting because the windows is open letting in the warm breeze and the sound of the waves crashing. I slowly open my eyes to see that the room is semi-dark and the white curtains are moving from the breeze and the sky is a beautiful lavender purple and light orange, it is beautiful.

I slide away from Tobias so I am laying on my stomach and I stretch my arms out above me, pushing my face into the mattress letting out a small yawn followed by a small sigh.

"Hmm," I hear Tobias moan and he wraps his arm around my waist and nuzzles his face in the crook of my neck making me smile. "I love this vacation."

"Same here." I smile turning towards him kissing him in the corner of his mouth. "It feels good to relax and not worry about dealing with crazy people and putting them in jail."

"Sounds fun!" Tobias say sarcastically and I laugh and he pulls me on top of him.

"Aw!" We hear people shout walking into the room and then I feel two people getting on top of us.

"Time to get up lovebirds!" I hear Christina shout getting on top of me which I am on top of Tobias and Tobias groans from the new weight. "That was the best nap I've had in ages, Will can testify but now it is time to get up and go to the club so I can drink and dance like a boss!"

"Same here!" Someone says and all of a sudden I feel being pushed down more like someone is on top of Christina.

"Get off of me Uriah!" Christina shouts as Tobias groans loudly.

"Uriah, get off of Christina. Christina get off of Tris, Tris you can stay." Tobias says and we all start laughing then Christina gets off of me and grabs my arm dragging me into her room where I see Will still sleeping on the bed with his hands behind his head.

"William! This is my last time telling you! Get up sweetie so we can go to the club." Christina says and Will groans loudly. "MARLENE! SHAUNA! ZEKE! AMBER! DUKE! LYNN! AL! FOUR! GET OUT OF THE BED AND START GETTING DRESSED!" Christina shouts and Will and I groan covering our ears.

"ALRIGHT!" They all shout back angrily.

"WE ARE IN SAN SALVADOR DAMMIT WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE CHILL!" I shout and Christina turns to me and laughs while she pulls me into her bathroom with the door still open.

"Did I mention that our butt and boobs look amazing in spandex products and your tattoo's are just wow!" Christina says making me sit on the counter and she sticks a pair of curlers in the wall to get them heated.

"Thanks, why exactly do you have to dress me but not Shauna, Lynn, Amber, or Marlene?" I ask as she starts brushing my hair and pulling out her bag that is packed with facial products.

"Because you are my best-friend and it is my priority for me make sure you are smoking hot to the point where Four wants to take you in a storage closet and then e-" Christina starts and I groan loudly while she laughs and then starts on my make up.

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"Christina! Tris! Amber! Come on!" I hear Lynn shout from the living room and I laugh slipping on a pair of black, simple, pumps with a gold choker with matching earrings.

"Coming!" I shout grabbing my phone. Christina did an amazing job, my hair is curled of course and she did a simple make up-thank goodness- which is just black winged eyeliner, mascara, and bold red lipstick. My outfit is black and lace but not in a slut, attention wanting girl way. It is long sleeved and a crop top, I actually look hot.

"That's what she said." I hear Duke say as I am coming down the steps and I give him a fake disgusted look.

"Gross." I roll my eyes and Tobias winks at me as I wrap my arms around his waist.

"Let's get this show on the road, hopefully we can get a good booth and I am craving a jack and coke right now." Marlene says opening the door and we all agree and leave.