Nakauwi ako ng matiwasay ng araw na yun.
Walang Yexel na sumunod.
Nakakapagtaka nga kasi nung nasa room kami hindi niya ako kinulit or pinansin man lang. Baka nagalit dahil binabaan ko siya ng phone. Bahala nga siya sa buhay niya.
Dahil good mood naman ako, I decided to open my blog. Madami akong mga comments na binasa from my last post. Lahat mga encouraging messages. Nag thank you ako sa kanila pero hindi ko na inisa isa.
There's this one comment that caught my attention.
themastermind: I think you're just scared. You are scared that someone will love you again. You are scared that you might broke an innocent heart, because you can't return their love. The truth is, you are still living in your past. Acceptance is the key. You need to let go of the past. Let go all the heartaches. Forgive but never forget. I once experienced the same situation as yours. I'm telling you, you need a proper closure, but remember to ask for it if you think you're ready to have it.
Dahil sa na curious ako kung sino si themastermind and gusto kong personal na magpasalamat, nagmessage ako sa kanya.
SecretDiary: Hi there! I just wanted to thank you for giving me an advice. Your comment caught my eyes and caught my heart. Cheesy, is'nt it? Haha! JK. Thanks. :)
Ang lame ng username ko noh? Sorry naman! Wala kasi akong maisip na aakma sa initials ng name ko, so I ended up with SecretDiary. Hiyang hiya naman ako sa username ni themastermind, ang cool pakinggan eh.
Dahil nasa mood akong magpost, nagtype ako ng gusto kong i-share sa blog ko.
Today, after four years of not seeing each other, I got the chance to talked, laughed and played with them. They were like brothers to me. Brothers, I can never have. I promised to myself, that this day forward .. I will never ignore them. Never again.
- SD
I'm about to exit my browser ng makita kong may new message ako. I clicked to open the message and poof it became kokocrunch. Charot!
themastermind: No prob. I just wanted to help. And btw, I like it when you're being cheesy. haha! ;)
Dahil mabait itong nag message sakin, nagreply agad ako.
SecretDiary: Cheesy lines is not my thing, you know? You're lucky to read it. :D
themastermind: Should I be thankful for that? :P
SecretDiary: Well, it's up to you. haha! btw, can I ask you something??
themastermind: sure. What is it?
SecretDiary: I'm just curious.. are you a boy or a girl?
themastermind: Boy. Are you questioning my gender? haha!
SecretDiary: No. I'm just curious. Sorry if I offended you.
themastermind: no, it's fine with me.
SecretDiary: okay. Thanks again, and it's nice chatting with you. Til next time. Goodnight. :)
themastermind: Ok. Goodnight. ;)
Pinatay ko na yung laptop ko then humiga na ko. Pumikit at nag-isip isip. Takot nga ba ako? Takot ba akong magmahal?
Ang totoo niyan, takot akong masaktan kaya iniiwasan ko ng magmahal. Ayaw ko ng ma-attach sa kung sino man. Kuntento na ko sa mga taong nakapaligid sa buhay ko.
Sa pag-iisip ko ng kung anu-ano, di ko namalayang nakatulog na pala ako.
BINABASA MO ANG
Undisclosed Feelings
ספרות נוערSapphire is on her senior year in college. She had this gut feel about something, but didn't recognize what it is. Does it include Yexel, her new found friend? Or was it Franz, her ex-boyfriend who dump her four years ago?
