Until The End

Exploring Thoughts

>>Troian's POV<<

I woke up the next morning, laying in that claustrophobic tent. The week's events have caused me an emotional roller coaster. The fight between Lucy and Alison - don't get me started. I didn't really even want to come on this trip, but Keegan was already going. I hate being around them and trying so hard to not be myself. I can't be myself around people that don't trust me, right? I still can't compute why they left me, I was just tired. And how could they think I didn't like them?  Ugh.

Anyway, I sat up and wiped my eyes, and then pulled off my sleeping bag. It was then that I noticed Shay was awake, too. Her back was to me, and I didn't see what she was doing.

"Shay?" I mumbled, stretching my arms.

Someone turned around, but it wasn't Shay. I squinted my eyes and saw the face of Lucy.

"No. It's me." Lucy replied, dashing on her blusher.

"Where's Shay?"

Lucy dragged her black eye liner across her lash line, ending with an elegant flick. "She's making us all breakfast."

Okay, first of all, why did Lucy bother with make up at camp? And, why was she in my tent?

"Oh," I said sounding understanding, "Well, why are you in here?" I asked her, hoping for a reply like, 'Shay said to try out her make up.' but I was expecting something like, 'I totally wasn't going to draw a moustache on your face.'

"Shay, uh," Lucy spoke, stuttering.

Okay, what was going on with her?

"It's - it's Shay, she uh- well, actually, this is Ashley's make up, I, um, I, I, didn't, bring any, she's still sleeping and I wanted to, um, hide."

Yup, there's something going on with her. Once again. Plus, she's a bad liar.

"Oh, Oh, Okay." I said smiling as Lucy soon returned me with one. I was so going to find out what the hell was up with her and Shay.

I climbed out of the tent, and saw Shay and Ashley, I thought she was asleep, Anyway, they were standing together, with five or six plastic bowls next to them and they were laughing over one that had cereal in it.

"Oh, you're here." Ashley snipes. I frowned at her.

"Very good morning to you, too." I say sarcastically, sitting on the logs.

Shay laughs, "Oh, would you please make more fire? It's freezing out here."

I sigh, but climb on to my hands and knees. 'Right, okay. Let's just rub these sticks together.' I thought. 'Oh, god, my arms aren't even strong enough, I just woke up." Suddenly, I feel a cold and wet liquid pour on to my back as I feel the ice cold fluid run down my back, I scream loudly in shock. I stood up, with my mouth hanging as far down as my knees, I just saw Ashley and Shay laughing their asses off at me. Shay was holding the empty bowl of cornflakes.

"Oh my god!" I shout, shaking with the cold.

Another big whale of laughter was belted out by the girls, and I felt tears fill my eyes, and no matter how many times I'd blinked, the feeling wouldn't go away, I really needed to cry. Would they really do this to me? I actually thought we were all right.

I heard someone rush out of their tent, they must've woken by my scream. I turned to my right, and saw Alison and also Tyler rushing out.

"Are you guys okay?" Alison shrieked.

"No," I now had a tear-filled voice, if that makes any sense.

Alison approached me. "What's this on you, milk?"