Megan's POV
"It's about time that I give you your peace of mind"
Yeah, it's about time talaga. 11 months of being blind about the truth. I deserve to know naman di ba kung anong dahilan?
"Megan, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Sorry if it took me 11 months to tell you the truth"
"Super Junior ka? Wag kang sorry ng sorry dahil napatawad na kita Nathan" Which is true naman. Anong mapapala ko kung magtatanim ako ng sama ng loob sa kanya di ba?
"Buti at di ka pa rin nagbabago, understanding ka pa rin as always" He smiled at me. If before malaki ang impact ng mga ngiti niya, ngayon eh parang wala na. This is the sign na I've moved on na talaga. I smiled back at him.
"Naman. Sabi nga nila pain makes you stronger. I used that experience to be better not bitter"
"Can I still be part of your life Meg? I know I made no step para maibalik yung dati nating pinagsamahan dahil na rin gusto ko na mabigyan ka ng time to move on"
"Like I said, I'm better not bitter so you could still be part of my life Nathan if you'll be honest with me. What happened?" Ipinasok niya yung kamay niya sa bulsa niya at tumingin sa baba. Not sure of what to say?
"Akala ko ba makukuha ko na yung peace of mind ko ngayon?" I teased him. Na.miss ko rin si Nathan dahil may pinagsamahan naman talaga kami. We've been friends then lovers. So many memories shared together.
"After this, you may judge me and baka mag-iba tingin mo sa akin Meg but I tell you, it's not my will that it happened"
"What happened?"
"Me and Camille. Remember the Palawan trip last Summer? Nandun din pala siya and there was a party from one of those nights. We talked and I got drunk and I don't know what happened next. Basta nung gumising ako, I saw her beside me" He paused.
"You've shared the same room together? Or hinatid ka niya sa kwarto mo?"
"Di mo ba gets Megan?" Medyo nahihiya na naiirita siya. Woah, anong problema nito?
"Sabihin mo na lang kasi. Direct to the point" I demanded.
"We had sex! That's the reason that I broke up with you" After hearing that, parang nainis ako.
"Yun lang ba?" Nagulat naman siya sa tanong ko
"Di ka galit?"
"I have no more right to be angry Nathan. Pero I don't believe na yan lang ang rason, I know you. You won't give me up that easily"
"There are some things that should remain a secret Megan"
"Sa tingin mo makakamit ko yung peace of mind ko kung may rason pa pala?!"
"You'll find out the reason at the right time. Basta Meg, I did it for you, for your happiness"
"I thank time because it healed my broken heart. I understand you Nathan. Thanks for telling me part of the truth. I'm okay with it" I smiled at him. Tama ng malaman ko na may nangyari pala sa kanila kaya niya ako hiniwalayan. I know him, he feels responsible for what happened to them.
"Kung sino man ang makakabihag muli ng puso mo, he's one lucky guy. Thank you again for understanding"
"Wala yun, isa pa sabi ni Dumbledore, 'Understanding is the first step to acceptance and only with acceptance there can be recovery' "
"So everything is okay na?"
"Yes, friends naman tayo di ba?" He laughed.
"Oo naman, na.miss kaya kita! Hug?" Lumapit siya sa akin and I hugged him. Tapos bumulong ako sa kanya.
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Learn to Love Again
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