But We've Lost A Lot ↭ Bellamy Blake [Book 2]

bellamy sees zen for the first time.

Earth was beautiful. It was everything I ever imagined and more. Perfect blue sky, gorgeous green trees, tough brown dirt. Seeing all these colours were so different compared to the Arc.

Seeing Octavia was amazing, too. She'd grown up so tall and mature throughout two years. I wasn't able to see her while she was locked up. It shook my brain up a bit when I saw her for the first time. Even though I lost mostly everything, life was still going on. I needed to take action and get myself back in order.

Before I could do anything, something- or someone- hit my back, hard. I turned around, ready to give this kid a talking to about being self-aware, (I wasn't going to babysit- I was going to lead). But when I came face to face with the person that hit me, every tough bone in my body melted. I even felt my stern facial expression soften down.

She was blonde. Naturally blonde. Pure blonde. Her pin straight hair went a foot past her broad shoulders. She was strong, she had toned shoulders and a toned chest.

Her eyes were blue. almost navvy, but not too dark. If they were a bit lighter, they could match the sky. They were the most gorgeous things I'd ever seen.

She had light skin, it was nowhere near the colour of mine. She had no freckles, except the occasional mark here and there.

"Sorry," she said sheepishly. She smiled at me, though it was small. I still managed to catch a glimpse of it.

She walked away quickly following another blonde into the woods. But before she disappeared, she turned back to look at me. I quickly turned and started walking toward Octavia, before the blonde saw me staring.

I turned back and she was gone. I let out a small sigh of relief. Though my breath hitched again when I thought of her smile.

Dimples faintly popped when she smiled. Her teeth were perfectly straight and white. It added to her entire appearance.

'She's under eighteen,' I thought to myself, making all my feelings crash to the ground.

She was sixteen at the youngest, possibly seventeen. I was at least six or seven years older than her. I couldn't've been with her even if I wanted to. It wasn't right.

I didn't want to put her through that. I didn't even know her name, but I thought enough to know that she was pure, like her hair.

She didn't try to flirt with me, which a couple girls already did on the way down. She was mature, which made me like her even more.

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She came back out after I talked with Octavia. I tried my best not to stare, but I couldn't help it.

She was the most beautiful out of every girl here, except for my sister. They both had this quality to them that made them stand out against everyone.

I noticed one other guy looking her over, and it took all my energy not to say something to him. She wasn't mine, she could've had a boyfriend for all I knew.

I could only stare from a distance. I wanted her to be happy, and not get hurt by me. I needed to steer clear of her.

Though something told me that eventually, I'd break. 

AHHH BELLAMY'S POV AHHH

Okay so, I'm halfway done a normal chapter. In the meantime, I thought I'd upload this little doodad and have you guys check it out. :D 

Would you guys like to have these chapters here and there? They're a lot of fun to write, and there's so much I can do with it. PLUS!!! (forgot to write this the first time around hehe) these would be good fillers between the time this story and finished and when the third season comes out. :D So we'll still be fangirling over zellamy while we wait for new episodes. :D AHH IM SO EXCITED 

Also, do you guys have any suggestions as to what scenes you want Bellamy's POV in? EXAMPLE: him and Zen kissing for the first time. I'll be sure to add to your ideas to my list. :D

I'm also trying to edit some gifs for these little POV's, but I need to find a good site that actually works and doesn't make me want to break my computer. :::::::DDDDD

Thank you all for sticking by and supporting this story even though I disappeared. :) I know I say thank you a lot but I truly do mean it. It's sort of like a dream come true; having a following who reads my stories and comments and stuff like that :) So thank you.

I AM BACK AND READY TO TAKE ON WATTPAD AND FINISH THIS STORY AND GET READY FOR SEASON THREE WHO IS WITH ME

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hello

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i'll go now 

-Brandee*freak out emoji bc bellamy*