But We've Lost A Lot ↭ Bellamy Blake [Book 2]

update BUT PLEASE READ I LOVE YOU

Hello my baenanas! :D

No, this is not an update to the story. I know you're probably disappointed that it's just me but I HAVE NEWS.

So, sad news first; my mom cancelled Netflix, since we got an android box, and because I do not have the time to sit at the TV in the living room and spend an hour searching for The 100 episodes to go by as I write, there won't be any chapters. Good news; my mom said I could get Netflix for the summer SGDHAJE. SO, in two weeks time, I will be able to rewatch the episodes, write as I go along, and have some chapters posted for you. :)

My goal by the end of the summer is to have season two finished completely. I hope you guys will stick with me until then; I know it's been forever since I've updated I STARTED WRITING THIS APRIL 2015, ITS JUNE 2017 FOLKS, ZEN HAS BEEN ALIVE FOR TWO YEARS AND THAT SCARES ME WHERE DID THE TIME GO? I say it all the time, but I do appreciate that all of you are still reading and sticking by me. Some of the original fans of mine (from summer of 2015 where I was extremely active) might be gone, but I understand. Any fan is a fan, and I love you all. Thank you for reading and being here while I try my best to become a good writer. I went back and read some of the first chapters of LALTSAL, then read some of the DAWSON chapters I wrote this year, and there is such a huge difference and I'm kind of like "is english class actually as important as people say?" xD I am excited to finish writing the season two story of Zellamy with this new, improved writing style.

Speaking of DAWSON, I was able to write chapters for it, because I rewatched the episodes to show my mom, and made notes as I went. OKAY BUT REWATCHING WAS SO MUCH MORE PAINFUL BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN AND WHOS GOING TO DIE AND YOU KNOW HOW PEOPLE COPED AND MOVED ON AND SEEING IT HAPPEN AGAIN KNOWING THE CHARACTERS BETTER IT FUCKS YOU UP MAN I BALLED MY EYES OUT DURING SEASON 5 EP. 8 (was it eight i don't even know) ANYWAYS SOMEONE DIED THAT MID SEASON HOLY SHIT MY HEART.

Anywho, is anyone still bothering to read this? Please let me know, I'll spare your time by shortening everything xD

So I think I've written almost twenty chapters of DAWSON, (literally only through halfway of season one, see what I mean by improved writing?) I'm very passionate about how I write things, how I express my character and the original characters, how the relationships work; I'm serious as shit. And I can't wait to show you all, but I think until I update after I at least finish season one. Btw I miss the first two seasons where it was just the characters and the zombies/apocalypse. There was no enemy, everyone was just scared and focused on surviving. AND OMG HOW DID I FORGET TO SAY THIS BUT I MET ANDREA Y'ALL. YEAH, ANDREA IN THE SHOW, THE BLONDE SOULLESS BADASS. I SPENT SO MUCH MONEY AT THAT CONVENTION BUT IT WAS SO WORTH IT. But yeah, I liked the vibe of the first two seasons. It's still an amazing show, and I'm still into it so much that I watch a scene (either for the first time or a second), and I'm still intertwining Eloise (my character) into the story. I've watched up to the mid season 7. Literally I've made plans for Eloise for six and a half seasons. How? I have no idea.

QUICK UPDATE THEN I HAVE TO GO BECAUSE IM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING AN EXAM REVIEW ITS BEEN TEN MINUTES SHIT

I can't remember if I said this before, or if I wrote it out for an introduction I'll be posting, but I've also made a storyline within Law and Order: SVU. There's more details in its introduction, but as I was watching the show and creating a character, it was an emotional time, and so, the story is extremely emotional. I'm proud of how i've set it up, and I want to show you guys. Sadly, Netflix only had seasons 13-16 (stupid), so my character is set up in that time frame, and the love interest is Nick Amaro (i almost forgot his name omg how). No disrespect to Stabler, he was the OG and I've seen a few episodes of his when my grandma would record them. But, I have figured out a way to tie in my character earlier in the show, so she still knows about him, and has worked with him. I mean, I need to fit Olivia and Stabler in together no matter what I'm writing about.

So that's my update, pretty long and probably boring, but I just wanted to tell you guys everything I have planned, and what I'm thinking of doing for the summer. So, I'll be back in two weeks-ish, giving you guys another update, and maybe even a teaser. :P

PS I sort of have a cool idea for me and y'all to do, sort of like a fandom meme (I don't know how to describe it.) If you're up for it, let me know, and I'll talk about it in the next update! :D

See y'all baenanas later, and thank you for the support. I really do appreciate it more than you know.

PPS Excuse my shitty spelling and grammar, I'm rushing this so fast so I can get back to math and pass this course cause I aint doing this shit again

until next year.

PPPS I JUST WENT TO UPLOAD THIS AND I SAW I HIT 500+ FOLLOWERS LAST I CHECKED IT WAS 460ish OMG THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH I THINK I MIGHT WRITE A SMALL BELLAMY POV TO SAY THANK YOU

PPPPS 842 NOTIFICATIONS WHAT OMG THANK YOUUUUUUU EVEN IF SOME ARE STORY UPDATE NOTIFS I DONT CARE LOVE YOU ALL OMSHIT

Love yous,

-Brandee*i do not like the iOS 11 emojis they all got plastic surgery*