another lifeline

babygirl

Finaly there came a docter.

As soon as we saw him, we all stood up and hurried towards him.

'I've mixed news.'

We all looked at him so he continued.

'The baby is okay, she's with some nurses now, she'll have to stay here for a while but she'll be allright. We were just in time to save her.'

'Thank god.' Lou whispered while she was rubbing my back.

'And... And Aria?' Eleanor dared to ask what we were all thinking.

'She's not that good. We almost lost her, but we were just in time to stabilize her again. she's still in coma.'

They almost lost her?

How was that possible?

She almost died?

This was all just a dream, a really bad dream.

'It was close, her chances to wake up just got less realistisc.'

My view blurred again as I saw black circles before my eyes.

I staggered on her feet, and I felt someone grab my arm.

When I turned my head I looked in the eyes of Liam.

Silent tears running over his cheeck as he held me.

'Can we see... the baby?'

Danielle was the one to speak this time.

'Sure, follow me please.'

We all followed, I didn't know how I was able to follow, but I did.

Somehow my knees held me and I didn't break down again.

Probably the only reason for that were Liam and Simon on both my sides.

We stopped for a door and the docter made a gesture to us to go on.

They all let me go in first.

She was lying in an incubator.

She was so small.

Maybe she would even fit in my hands.

But she was perfect.

I went closer.

Some brown hairs already growing.

Her eyes were closed.

I wanted to touch her.

her skin was so soft and she smelled so good.

Her little fingers were a miracle.

Suddenly I heard a quiet nose.

Her toes moved and she opened her eyes.

I was in shock, I stepped backwards.

She looked just like Aria.

'You can hold her if you want.'

A nurse came forward and smiled to me.

"-'Are you the father?'

'No... Kind of i think.'

'Here.' She took her out the incubator and handed her over to me.

I took her over, placing my hand under the neck to hold her safe.

I went to sit down and looked at the little miracle in my hand.

'Ariana.'

'What did you say, Harry?'

'Ariana, she looks like an Ariana. Aria wanted to name her Anna after her mother, but why not Ariana? It holds both their names. We will all grow up together, Aria, me and Ariana.'

Aria. My tears wet my cheecks again.

'She's wonderful Harry, Aria can be proud, she'll be when she sees her.' Eleanor comforted me.

'She has to see her, El, she has to see her.'

'She will. We must believe that. She's a strong girl, she'll fight herself a way trough this.'

I watched as little Ariana fell asleep in my lap.

She truly was a miracle.

I turned around when I heard a beeping.

I turned to see the docters beeper making noise.

He frowned.

Suddenly a voice came trough his microphone.

'Code red. Code red. Repeat code red. Room 24601. Aria Young. Code red.'

He immediately turned and sprinted off.

What was code red.

Oh no.

I handed Ariana over to Niall.

Code red.

Oh no.

This was all a dream.

And with that I passed out.

Wow, two chapters on an evening.

ps. i'm so sorry! xoxo