Forever and Always Mine

Chapter 32

Chapter 32

(I was finally able to do an early update! You're welcome :) lol)

Adrian wasn’t happy. His hands were closed into a tight fist and he looked as if he was able to kill anyone in sight. I was worried about what was going through his mind but I didn’t dare to try and find out. He and his wolf have been through a lot of stress in this short amount of time. We all have and soon it’s going to be too much to handle. One of these days one of us is just going to lose it and let out all of their anger.

Right now all we can do is try to relax and wait. No one in the pack knows about this problem except for the four of us. There is nothing else that we can really do to prepare for their attack. They will strike when they feel like it and we just have to be prepared for when they do. Any day, any time, and anywhere – we have to be prepared.

There are so many thoughts running through my head and it’s starting to give me a major headache. None of the thoughts are good, they are all of the thoughts on what bad could possibly happen and I don’t like any of them. The thought of losing my bestfriends or mate makes me woozy and want to faint.

I could feel all of Adrian’s emotions and feelings getting mixed with mine and it was starting to become too much to handle. My emotions were hard enough to handle, never mind double. It’s so hard to explain what I'm feeling. There are so many thoughts, so many emotions, and such little room. I'm not sure how much more of this I can handle.

My head started to spin and my vision became blurry. There was two of everything and it looked as if everything around me was spinning. I started to see black dots filling in my sight until blackness took over and I fell with a loud thud.

Adrian’s POV

“The war has just begun.” As soon as Sarah said that I was filled with furry. My hands clenched into fists and I was ready to kill any and all vampires that I saw. I'm so sick of this bullsh** it is annoying the crap out of me and I can't stand it. My wolf and I have been through enough stress and this just adds onto it.

All that I can think of is one of those monsters taking my life away from me. If something happens to Heather, I'm a goner. There would be no way that I would be able to move on. The only thought that I want running through my mind right now is to kill those heartless bast****.

All of the thought and feeling were running through my body. I was almost shaking with everything I was feeling. I don’t think that I have ever felt this many emotions running through me all at once and it was annoying me. I wish that all these feelings and thoughts would just go away so I could just focus on Heather and me spending more time together and having some fun instead of always being either stressed or worried.

Anger

Hatred

Sadness

Stress

Worry

Scared

Nerves

Annoyance

Love

All these emotions running through me at once, but you can't forget the thoughts and what ifs. Why couldn’t I think of anything good that could possibly happen? Why do they all have to be terrible thoughts?

What if our powers aren’t strong enough?

What if they over power us?

What if there are too many of them to handle?

What if we become too weak?

What if something happens to one of us?

And the worst one of all.