Bully Me No More

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*RAIN*

The situation quickly went from playful and innocent to serious and intimate. Once Roc pulled off his shirt I got nervous, but also scared because all I was thinking about was Ray. Roc tried to kiss me again, but I didn't let him.

He frowned. "I'm sorry...too soon I know."

I shook my head. "No not that it's just that." I sat up straight with my back against the headboard.

"Roc the reason I was in the hospital was...Ray Ray."

"What!?" He yelled. "What the fu** did he do!? Did he touch you cuz I swear to god I will kill that punk a--"

I cut him off and rushed to get him away from the door. "Roc no! Please just leave him alone! Don't touch him!"

"What the hell! Rain what is wrong with you!? He put you in the hospital and I'm supposed to leave him alone!? No!"

"Roc please, leave him alone."

He shook his head, anger still in his eyes.

"Rain he hurt you!"

"So? You've done it too."

I instantly wished I held back on that. He flinched when he heard the words and I knew now it was me doing the hurting.

"Baby I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that."

I was relieved to see the anger leave his face and then he pulled me into a tight hug, I was desperate to keep him here, I just got to see him and I wasn't ready for him to go, whether it was to fight Ray or going home, I just wanted him with me. When I pulled back to look at him tears were falling from his beautiul eyes. I wiped them away with my thumb and he held me closer.

"I forgive you Roc. I promise. I love you."

"I love you too. I need to go." He replied.

"No." I told him. "Please stay."

The tears that still built up in his eyes really showed me how much he loved me, I held his hand and walked back towards the bed. I kissed him and although I felt like he'd never fall into it he eventually did. His hands untied the strings to my bathing suit top and from there things escalated. Well at least his focus wasn't on Ray.