Pinky Swear

friendship over

August 2009

Yeye:

Everybody knows na wala na kami ni Kief; my barkada, family, and yung ibang chismosa and abangers sa paligid.

Its hard kasi I never lied sa mom ko, not even sa barkada. But I cant obey her now. Kelan pa naging harmful ang pagiging masaya? I'm so sorry, mommy.

Its the time of the year when I have to look for school para sa college ko. Kiefer being recruited sa ateneo because of basketball kaya inaayos nya rin yung application ko para same school kami. I dont want to try for UP naman kasi everybody else will. Babaw ng reason no? Ako naman nag aayos ng application namin sa UST and DLSU. If hindi ako pumasa, he wants me to enroll sa MC, AC or St.Paul para wala daw guys. Haha! Nako.

Mahirap yung set up namin ngayon, palagi kami magkausap, chat or text. Pero di na kami nagkikita. If magkikita kami super bilis lang and patago. May times pa na di ako sumasabay sa service pauwi para lang makita sya.

Kiefer:

I really dont know what's happening, pero iniintindi ko nalang kahit mahirap. Buti nalang busy rin ako for college and trainings. Miss na miss ko na si Miks pero wala akong magawa. Nagkikita lang kami anytime sabihin nya, ayoko sya ipahamak sa mom nya.

Today is friday, Mall day nilang magbabarkada. Wala akong ginawa kundi sundan lang sila, ok na kong nakikita ang girlfriend ko sa malayo, mamaya naman sure na magkasama kami.

From: Pauly

Bro, pababa na kami. Pasok ka na sa car.

And that's the go signal for me. Sya maghahatid kay Miks pauwi, kasama ako. Ganto nalang kami ni Mika magsama, patago and mabilis lang. I always pray na lang na sana traffic para mas matagal ko sya kasama.

On our way kila Mika, she decided na dumaan sa coffee shop para mas matagal kami magkasama (sorry Pauly, ikaw na talaga pambansang third wheel). Ayokong sumusuway sya kay Tita Baby pero mas ayoko sya mawala.

Kristian:

I was about to buy coffee sana when I saw Ye with Kiefer and Pauly sa loob. I went outside agad.

Kala ko hiwalay na to. Kaya pala ayaw nya ko payagan manligaw, kasi sila pa din. Why'd you have to hide? Di pwed Ye, akin ka lang.

The next day I talked to her during our lunch break with the barkada and Nice. Nakaupo ako sa tapat nya.

"Ye, wala na kayo ni Kief diba?"

All of them stopped what they're doing and all eyes are on me now.

"Oo, bakit?"

Talaga lang ah

"Hmm wala naman. So pwede na ako ulit manligaw?"

This time i can see na galit sila jeron sakin and jessey has the questioning look

"No"

"Bakit? Wala naman na kayo ah? May tinatago ka ba?

"Wala"

"So bakit nga hindi pwede?!"

"Kristian, cant I eat my lunch in peace?! Hindi pwede kasi mahal ko si kiefer! So stop."

"Kasi nga kayo pa!"

"What is it to you ba? Get a life nga"

"Sige nga, Miks.. Kung di na talaga kayo.. Allow me"

"No, Kristian, you respect me. Kakabreak ko lang then magpapaligaw ako agad? Ano ko atat?"

"May break pala na nagcocoffee pa rin together no?"

This time nervous is evident in her eyes, nagkatinginan sila ni Jessey and Pauly. Alam kong may di sila sinasabi samin.

"Pare, tama na. Nakakabasag ka na ng mood e" sabi ni Pauly

"And the kasabwat is here to defend Mika. Wow. Sige nga Mika, why are you hiding? Bakit mo ba kelangan itago samin na kayo pa rin?"

Naguilty ako when I saw a tear forming in her eyes

"Pag pinayagan ba kita titigil ka na? Then fine, manligaw ka pero wag ka magexpect na sasagutin kita, you jerk!"

Then she walked out, she didnt even finished her food. No, actually lahat kami. What the hell Kristian?

Jessey

Nagulat ako when Yeye allowed Kristian na manligaw na lang. She has better option like sabihin sa kanila yung totoo? I know ako yung may idea na secret on pero kasi knowing Kristian, he'll really court Yeye and yes, hindi ako nagkamali.

Ilang days na rin and naiinis akong makita na nililigawan nya si Ye kasi alam ko na sila pa talaga ni Kiefer, and everyone sa paligid actually thought na MU na naman sila. Sure, she's not entertaining Kristian pero in front of Tita Baby? She's nice sa kanya and mali na gamitin nya si Kristian to save her relationship kay Kiefer. I have to stop this.

I told our barkada about the secret on and her arrhythmia and by barkada, I mean kasama si Kristian. I know Pauly's mad at me kasi ayaw ipaalam ni Ye but they have the right to know. Nagalit sila kasi we kept it a secret pero mas galit sila because she allowed Kristian to court her again.

"Jessey!! What have you done? Bakit mo sinabi? You shouldve talked to me first!"

"Ye, im helping you lang, mali na kasi. Yes, maybe galit ka nung sinabi mong manligaw sya ulit but what's wrong is pinursue nya and you allow him. May boyfriend ka na, and if you think you can use him to convince tita, think again Ye."

"No, jess. You dont understand. Sasabihin nya kay mom kundi ko sya papayagan, i was left with no choice and you know how much i love kiefer"

"Exactly my point. May choice ka, Ye. You can tell the truth but you didnt, you think si Kiefer lang mawawala sayo because of what youre doing? Pati kami.."

Yeye:

Kristian stopped na when they find out about my sakit but I lose my friends, they're disappointed, hurt, lahat na. They didnt even hear me out, ang alam lang nila pinaasa ko si Kristian. And i'm not like that.. Si Pauly nalang nakakausap ko sa barkada and Jessey? Galit sya sakin.. I dont know how, basta we stopped talking.

I'm now left with Nice, Pauly and Kiefer...

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Magulo naaaa! Yehey!
Bear with me if magulo and malabo this update because I'm sick. So ayuuun

Have a great day!!