Its been a week since the day na I begged Kiefer not to go. I dont hear anything from him or we both dont want to reach out. I gave him the space that he needs. Maybe, pareho naming kelangan.
Again, I celebrated Valentine's without him. I bet may date sya, i dont really want to know what's going on or kung sila na. One thing's for sure. We're not yet over...
Today is Laura's 18th birthday. My barkada told me not to go kahit nandun si Pauly, 100% sure na nandun rin si Kiefer...
Ayoko sana pumunta naman talaga, but Laura is my friend narin, maybe because of Kiefer kaya kami naging friends pero hindi sila dapat damay whatever's happening samin.. So I'll go.
Sinundo ako ni Pauly and Nice, i know na they dont want to make me feel awkward kaya never nila inopen up si Kiefer. Which is good kasi ayoko masira agad yung gabi. I just hope na wala syang plus one sa party ni Lau because aalis talaga ko agad if ever. Wala akong balak makipagplastican sa other girl nya.
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Papasok pa lang kami, nakita ko na sya. He's seated beside Von, silang dalawa lang sa table, which I believe nakareserve samin.
Good thing wala syang kasama, nasa gitna namin sila Von, Pauly and Nice. Good arrangement para I dont have to talk to him.
I hate how he looks ngayon, ang wasted ng itsura nya. Di ko pa sya nakitang nagsmile since dumating ako. He's busy with his phone, kausap nya si Trinca, probably. I hate his silence. I hate him.
I excused myself and did my part sa debut ni Lau, i gave her her gift and few speech and went back sa table namin. I told Von na uuwi na ko but they made me stay. Ayoko rin naman maging party pooper. So i take out my phone, itetext ko lang si mom na i'm staying for the night when i received one message.
From: Kief
You look beatiful tonight, babe. You always mesmerized me..
I hide my phone and no signs of kilig is evident in my face because what the fuck, kiefer. Ano na naman to.
The program is about to end when they open the bar. I told Nice na i'll just get a drink, so pumunta ko sa pool area, i get my drink and stayed there. Drinking while im seating at the edge and my feet is dipped in the pool.
Di ko alam gano na kadami nainom ko, gusto ko lang uminom. Pauly's anywhere near lang naman. We're staying overnight sa resort so ok lang. Loosen up, Mika. You need it. You badly need it.
I know para na kong tanga drinking and crying alone when somebody sit beside me while holding his drink.
"Mika what are you doing?"
"Since when do you care? I dont want you here! Go away!"
"Mika lasing ka na oh. Stop this na"
"No, you stop! Stop pretending na you care because you dont! Stop pretending na you love me cause you dont! Go away kiefer! Go away.. Pls.."
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