Pinky Swear

gorgeous and legal

June 2012

I spent these past few months preparing for my debut. Yay!! Legal age!

Matagal na rin since Kiefer and I part ways, the last time I heard, nagbreak din sila agad nung girl nya after me and sila naman ni Ish ngayon. Tatag din ng pagka-abangers ni Ish e, ilang taon nya din inintay yun si Kief ah.

I invited Kief's family sa debut ko, they've been part of my life din naman and sobrang bait sakin ni Tita Mozzy, i know she'll understand kung di ko sya iinvite but she'll get hurt din which is ayoko naman mangyari. I dont think naman na he's going kaya confident ako iinvite sila.

Kasama sa 18 dance ko si Kris Porter, pinsan sya ni Kiefer. They've been good naman sakin ni Ate Tina nya kaya why not invite them diba?

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Debut day

Grabe this moment. Knowing na all people here loves me. I couldnt ask for more. Sobrang dami nila and im thankful na im sharing this moment with them. Pauly's my escort. Haha! Peram lang Nice, no boyfriend e.

Start na ng 18 dance ko, ang kukulit lang kasi puro barkada ko na guys yung kadance ko. Ang kukulit nila, pinapaikot ikot nila ko. Next na si Kris, he's not here nung nagbreak kami ni Kief, sure magtatanong to..

May we call on, Mr. Kris Porter to share the dance floor with our debutant..

"Hi Miks. Happy Birthday!"

"Thanks Kris, thanks for coming"

"Im glad di mo kami kinalimutan despite what happened"

"Oo naman, sa kanya lang ako nakipagbreak, hindi sa inyo"

"Oo nga naman, btw Miks, yung gift namin sayo ni Ate Tina nasa labas ah. Nakakahiya kasi ipasok"

"Wait, dapat ba ko kabahan jan sa gift mo?"

"Depende.. I dont think naman takot ka sa kanya"

Tinawag na ng host ang next dance ko, di ko naman natanong si Kris kung ano yung gift nila. Woooh inhale exhale, Bat parang masama pakiramdam ko dito? No Lord, pls. No. Ayaw ko ng gulo.

Inopen na ang buffet table, i know im not supposed to go anywhere pero sobrang curious ako sa gift nila ni Ate Tina.

I immediately went outside and saw a balikbayan box sized gift.

"Open mo na Miks, baka nahirapan na sya huminga sa loob, although may butas naman yan para makahinga sya"

"Sige ate"

Sinira ko na yung wrapper and tadaaaa!!!

Its a very cute shih tzu puppy. Oh my god. Super matagal ko ng gusto to. Super saya ko i hugged ate tina and kris. Grabe.

"Super thank you Ate! Grabe, how did you know na gusto ko to?"

"Uhmmm you dont want to know the answer, Miks haha!"

"Ok, i get it na Kris. Super thanks pa rin, may name na ba my baby boy?"

"If youre going to ask me, i'll name him... Ki...kiko hahaha!"

"Ayoko nun, haha! Trevor na lang. I'll name him Trevor"

The night went well, its one of the best nights ever. Im glad na same pa rin treatment sakin nila Tita Mozzy. We talked and said sorry's to each other.

"Hija, whatever happens, pwede ka pa rin pumunta sa bahay ha? Welcome ka dun, pag may problem ka, pwede mo ko puntahan"

"Yes po, tita. Thank you po"

Tita hugged me as if di na kami magkikita ulit. Its comforting na yung mom ng nanakit sakin is here celebrating my life with me.

On the other hand, Im finally legal!! I swim and drink with my friends til morning, nobody wants to sleep because we all want to savor the moment. Para kaming bumalik lahat sa pagkabata habang nagslide sa pool, i love seeing ny highschool and college barkadas in one place.

This night only reminds me na isa lang yung nawala sakin, okay na ko sa support system ko na never akong iiwan and love ako whether im shunga or not..