My Memory Log

Stalker Status Unlocked

Okay so to understand this you need to understand that I have a huge crush on a kid in my school who's a senior and this name is Nathan and he's on my bus and we sit together sometimes and he has the same lunch as me so sometimes we 'accidentally' *winks* run into each other in the lunch line.

Anyways so I was walking to the pep rally today and when I was walking there I noticed him walking in the same direction, and kind of coming towards the group of people behind me. Me, being me, walked a little slower and let them pass me and ended up walking in step with him.

We talked about how he was going to listen to his headphones the entire time and how I planned to be on my iPod. (While I was internally shouting my my mind to calm down and coaching myself on what to say because yes, I'm that person.)

So towards to middle of the pep rally I noticed where he was sitting and started pointing him out to Kania (poor Jada, who was sitting between us and had to deal with listening to our convo xD)

So then she started yelling at me for having a crush on a senior and tried using one of my favorite Wattpad books as an example of what could happen to me.

(It's called One Thousand Miles and it's by @the-before and I made Kania read a little of it and we have these moments where we just randomly start ranting about it and how much we hate John because it's just so damn good and he's a butthole and the book makes me wanna cry every single time I read it)

So then a little towards to end (after staring at him for a full five minutes without getting caught *yay me*)

I heard the study body president say, "Nathan ***** for-" and I couldn't hear the rest but I started freaking out when I noticed he was walking down the bleachers on his side and was coming closer (But because we were across the gym, he obvs wasn't even close to me.) and I started yelling.

"MY CRUSH OH MY GOSH HE'S WALKING IN OUR GENERAL DIRECTION!" *hyperventilation*

*Nathan starts walking towards the door*

"NO COME BAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!!" (literally shouted it even though he couldn't hear me)

*Kania rolls her eyes at me*