Julian: I've treated you like shit, huh?
Troye: what?
Julian: i never really, well, i don't think that i ever really understood that what i was doing to you was bullying.
Troye: what did you think it was?
Julian: that tough love thing? the ignoring the ones i don't care about? the pushing and shoving you around? the dodgeball thing in freshman year? that's the only kind of love that i've ever known, i'm ignored if i do something wrong, my friends and siblings push me around, for me, that's just the way love is. and god i'm so sorry, i'm so fucking sorry, i've never known another way and now i know and i have no excuses, i'm just so fucking sorry
Troye: it's okay, julian. i never considered it bullying. it was just a thing. that happened. that's all.
Julian: the newspaper article?
Troye: she changed everything that i said into the way she wanted it to be. i didnt even want to do the thing. and the end? you've all come so far and it isn't easy and i didn't mean what she said i did.
Julian: yeah, i know. i think a lot of us worked that out after a bit
Troye: i'm glad.
Julian: troye, will you ever come back?
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Fanfiction[COMPLETED] NaNoWriMo 2015 - "My heart skips a beat and all the careful precautions and burned photographs and the pretense of safety and normalcy is shattered, oh God what have I done?" Troye Sivan is running from a past that he's still livin...
