Finding Myself

Are you kidding me?

I stop kissing her, thinking that it is true, Shay was here. "Is that a new perfume?" I ask GiGi waiting for her to lie. "Uh yeah," she responds. "When did you get so good at French kissing?" She asks putting her hands in my back pockets. "I-I don't know. Are you wearing Chapstick?" I ask looking down at GiGi's lips then to her eyes. "Yeahhh. Is there something wrong should I take it off?" She asks. "No it just tastes familiar like...-" "Like what babe spit it out?" She starts getting nervous I could tell because she stands up straight when she's lying. "Have you been fucking Shay?" I ask putting my hand on the glass next to her face. GiGi smells like strawberries and cream. She never wears Chapstick because her lips are naturally soft. "Uh...," GiGi says looking down. "I fucking knew it! I knew she was here! Are you fucking kidding me GiGi?!" I feel anger and nothing but pain. "It just happened. She came over and said she wanted to apologize so I invited her in. I swear it meant nothing to me. She taught me how to put my hair in this cute style bun and then we had sex but I swear it meant nothing!" GiGi is in tears at this point, trying to explain to me she's sorry. "Right meaningless just like are relationship when you decided to go and fuck my best friend," I say that then walk away. "I swear B it meant nothing. I love you," GiGi says on the floor crying. "You should have fucking thought about that before hand." I say that then walk out the front door. I don't know where I'm going to go because Shay and Tommy stay together. I text Tommy "You alone?" He responded in an instant "Yeah. Why?" "I'm coming over." I respond to his text. I walk to his little house up the path from mine. He opens the door, "Where's Shay?" I ask. "She went on a jog," he says inviting me inside. After minutes of just talking and apologizing we start smoking. We laugh telling old jokes and talking crap about people who have done us wrong. He leans in and I lean in not thinking of the consequences. This kiss was different it was better than the first, it had some more tongue and it was slower. GiGi did me horrible but maybe it was time to get a little payback. "Are you sure GiGi won't mind?" He asks looking up at me because I was on top of him. "No, she won't care at all," I say as he rolls over and gets on top of me. He takes off his shirt. It's amazing how muscular he looks. It's like he works out everyday his six pack is so hot. I already had taken my shirt off while he took his off. He starts kissing me again, it feels so soft and sweet. He starts making his way down my chest, even going over my boobs. He makes it my stomach and pulls down my sweatpants slowly making sure he doesn't hurt me. He kisses on the inside of my thigh, I moan. "Now I know your sweet spot," he gives a sexy half grin smile, then continues.