Finding Myself

Move in

I take her inside to clean up her lip and make sure she's alright. I take her to the bathroom and she sits on the counter. "Thanks," I say looking up at her while grabbing the first aid kit. "You would have done the same for me," she smiles with blood dripping down her busted lip. I stand up and look at her lip, it's a little swollen with a small cute and some blood. I step closer as she leans in even closer. I use my thumb and wipe some of the blood. I suck the blood off my finger. Then kiss her softly making sure I don't hurt her lip more. When we're done she lingers and tugs on my bottom lip. I never would have thought today I would be with my best friend and be gay. I also never would have thought I'd get an abortion and my parents would hate me. She gets off the counter then I get on it and she steps closer and pulls me in by my waist. She picks me up while kissing me and puts my back against the wall. This is all I literally ever wanted. She goes from my lips to my neck and then my chest. I start grabbing and clawing at her back. My nails must be long because I can feel the blood run over my finger and down her back. She doesn't even wince. There's a hard knock at the door. "Fuck!" GiGi yells. I know how she feels we never get time to are selves just to smoke, fuck, and just chill. She slings the door open, "What?" She asks. "Can we talk?" Shay asks. I can't believe she was even here. And of all people why would she go to GiGi unless she doesn't known we're back together. I can see that Shay was clearly crying and won't stop. I crack the bathroom door hidden in it. "GiGi I miss you. And what we had was amazing. I want what we had before. You repaired my broken heart. GiGi I love you," Shay says getting in GiGi's face. "I-I'm sorry but me and Hannah are together and we're happy. And Shay I think you should go," GiGi says backing away. Shay looks down and sees the still fresh blood on GiGi's chest and neck. "Have you been fucking her?" Shay asks getting angrier by the second. Shay pushes GiGi's shoulder, "Have you?" I open the bathroom door and walk over to Shay. "I think it's best you leave Hun, I think you're high," I say stepping in front of GiGi. "Shut the fuck up you fucking easy A!" Shay yells. I am damn well about to slap her so hard that the tampon lodged up her vagina falls out when GiGi grabs my hand. "No," she says calmly. Then she walks right up to Shay and stares her right in the eyes. "Listen, you are going to leave me and my girlfriends house or I will gut you like the dirty nasty pig you are." Shay stares and GiGi in silence. Shay slaps GiGi then leaves. GiGi slams the door and walks right up to me. She is walking super fast and grabs me by my throat. It's not hard but I am scared. She pushes me against the wall by my throat, and kisses me. Fuck she's being so aggressive and it's pretty damn hot. I claw all over her back only adding to the pain she once had. She French kisses down my neck and on my chest to where I can't help but scream "Fuck!" Next thing I know I'm waking up next to GiGi in her queen sized bed. We're cuddling like hell. I really think it's fucking cute. I'm not fully awake but I feel kiss me on the tip of my nose lightly and then my lips. "You're so cute when you're sleep," she says smiling. I kiss her and she doesn't fight my nasty morning breath. "About last night. When you said me and my girlfriends house, what did you mean?" I ask. "I meant I want you to move in and be my girlfriend," she says looking me in the eyes. "Fuck yeah," I say my voice sounding so raspy and horrible.