Finding Myself

Moving in

We decide to best I move in as soon as possible because she can't take the thought of me being alone. I get in the car waiting for her to get in on the passenger side. She walks up to my window and I roll it down. "I'm not going I have to make room for your stuff here. Sorry baby," she says looking me in the eyes. "It's fine honey," I say then leaning in to kiss her. I kiss her multiple times before leaving and she tells me to be safe. I back out of the driveway getting my last glance of GiGi. It feels like the ride lasts only seconds but then I pull up to Tommy's his car is there and his lights are on. Before I can knock on the door he answers, "Yeah?" He asks. "I have come to get my stuff," I say bluntly. He opens the door and let's me in. I see he's been drinking and smoking a horrible combination. "You know I miss you right? GiGi doesn't deserve you, she cheated." He grabs my arm and looks at me. "You lost me fair and square she just happen to be the one to pick up the broken pieces and help me through that God damn abortion!" I yell snatching my arm away. "I didn't want you to have that abortion! I just-" "You just what? Couldn't handle being grown and being a fucking father?" I interrupt him. "No it's just I was scared that you didn't want to have a kid with me after what me and Shay did," he sighs sitting down. I grab my stuff then feel my pocket vibrate. "Hey I have a surprise for you when you get home, so hurry up," GiGi's text read. "Okay baby," I reply. I am walking out the door when Tommy calls for my attention. He walks over looking like he had been crying while I gathered my stuff. He looks at me and stops me so I won't talk. Then it happens something I will probably regret, he kisses me. I push him back and say "What the fuck?" Then I slap him. "Wait I'm sorry," he says trying to get my attention. I'm so tired of his shit he wanted me to get that abortion he never wanted me nor are kid. I get in my car speeding off faster than I ever have. The car ride feels longer than getting there. "On my way," I text GiGi. "Okay baby see you then," she responded. I turn the radio full blast thinking of how I should tell GiGi that Tommy kissed me or if I even should. I pull into the driveway and see GiGi smoking her blunt this time it's mango Kush. She usually only smokes this on special occasions. "Hey baby," she says standing up to greet me. "How'd it go?" She asks. "You know what? Tell me after the surprise," she grabs my hand leading me inside. I can't help but stare at her ass in her tight underwear. I laugh that she's even doing this.