Niall's POV
Everyday. Every single day, I miss her. I miss that long blonde hair and those big beautiful blue eyes looking back at mine. I miss the way she would blush when I complimented her. I miss her jumping into my arms. I miss lying on the couch with her having a movie night. I miss the softest kiss I have ever experienced in my life, the best kiss I have ever experienced in my life. I miss her style in fashion. I miss her being confident in herself about going to the Olympics for softball. I miss her talking about her family and what its like at home. I miss her talking to me about everything. I miss getting jealous whenever she talked to one of the boys. I miss yelling at Andrew because he's a dick and I would protect her. I miss her breathing onto my chest. I miss her laugh. I miss her voice. I miss her presence. I miss my princess. I miss my girl.
And I just had to fuck everything up.
Honestly? I was sober enough to know what I was doing, but I didn't know what I was doing. I got pushed into her and her face was inches away from mine so, I don't know...I just kissed her. I had no idea what I was doing until I heard Liam yell,
"NIALL WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!" And then I saw Laney run out the door, shoes in hand.
I then saw Harry run after her so I did also. I guess Tori stayed there because I don't know what happened to her, I haven't talked to her. I tried to talk to her when I got to the bench Laney crawled up in Harry's arm on, but Harry told me to leave and he called Liam to pick me up. We got back to the hotel and I can't say I wasn't on the verge of tears. I got a lecture from Liam but then I explained everything. I guess Laney specifically told Harry to tell Liam to keep me away from her, but I had to talk her. I burst through the door where Liam was standing when Laney and Harry got there and he fell. I tried saying everything I could before Harry told me I should go back in the room and calm down. She really didn't want to talk to me. I went to my bedroom wall, the wall that leads to her bedroom wall, and yelled,
"Laney I'm sorry and I love you." And all I heard back was silence.
Silence as the air responded an,
"No you don't you never did. I never did."
Then my tears broke out and the voices in the other room were no more.
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Voices: Book 2 { A Niall Horan Fanfic}
Jugendliteratur*BOOK 2 OF THE SERIES FOOTSTEPS!*Niall cheated. He cheated and that's it. But not just with anyone, with Tori...my best friend. Well, ex-best friend. Why? Who knows? I know I don't. But his reason, is it valid? What do I do? Can I trust him yet agai...
