Mine, Forever Mine

Chapter 21: Mine

Tonight is the night.

The simple sentence repeats in my head all day. I had known Kyle didn't wait. Rumors stories about him being great in bed started quickly in high school. It worries me now, that I won't be enough for him. Stop thinking that. You're married and going to complete the bond tonight! Be happy! Echo tells me. Yeah, but he's been around before. What if I'm not enough? Shut up, Lex. You're his and he's yours. Don't worry. Fine, I believe you. I say, but it still pricks at the back of my mind. I take a deep breath and go into our closet. I find the black lingerie I was given by one of the AshPeak girls on my wedding day. I undress slowly, and slide into to lingerie. I sneak into the adjoining room. Here goes nothing. I think to myself as I start towards the door... But that insecurity is still in the back of my mind.

Kyle's P.O.V
   I was on my phone looking for the surprise I have for Alexa, when I see my beautiful wife coming out from the adjoining room in only sexy black lingerie. My breath catches as I look at her long tanned legs. "Lex, what are you doing?" I ask, my voice raspy. "I've been waiting for you for hours." She purrs sexily and I bite my lip, not sure if this was a dream or not, and if it was, I hope I don't wake from it. "I might just ravish you." I bite out, trying to contain myself from taking her there and then. "Then do it." She says, her eyes gleaming and my wolf perks at her eagerness.
I take three long strides and pick her up, bridal style. I throw her onto our bed and leap onto her. I am rewarded by her gasp of pleasure and I close my eyes, trying to go slow for her.
"Why are you truly here, Alexa?" I ask, pushing her black and brown hair away from her face.
"I came to give you your wedding night." She says, pressing a kiss to my neck. I groan, and she does it again. "You know we can't go back on this. What will be done can't be undone. You understand this, Alpha?" I warn her, and she nods. "I do Enforcer." I keep my eyes on hers and lean closer. "I want you, Kyle." She says breathlessly. I smile softly, "You can't want me as much as I want you, my love."
"Then show me, mon coeur." She says, eyes shining. "I will." I growl, leaning forward.
I capture her lips in a passionate possessive kiss and trail my hands on the curves of her body up to her breasts. A whimper escapes her lips when I deepen the kiss, but I still couldn't have enough of her.
"Do you have more lingerie like this?" I ask. "Why? I mean yeah, but why?" She asks, confused. "Then it's okay if I do this, right?" I ask, clutching the fabric on both sides. "Do what exactly?" She asks. I tear the fabric in half and let my eyes wander over her beautiful body.
"Are you sure you want this?" I ask, still fearful that she might not. "Yes. Yes I do." She says, looking me square on.
For a couple of moments, all I did was explore her body like I've wanted to since she accepted me as hers. When the time came to intimately join to her body, I enter with one dominant thrust...

"Alexa..." I whisper her name, wanting to pull away because of the pain I am causing her but I don't want to take the pleasure away from me. "Alexa..." I say again. "It's okay, Kyle." She says, but I can still see the pain in her eyes and her insecurities. "Unless... You don't want me?" She says softly.
I didn't want anything other than to be with her like this. "I do want to be with you. It will be okay, I promise you that." I say, tucking a lock of hair behind her ear. She leans into my hand, and I press a kiss to her forehead.
She slowly moves to get comfortable and I move slowly, to allow her to get used to me. Her eyes still shine with pain, and I think of whether or not to withdraw myself.

     For the next few moments, I moved slowly and gently so I can't cause her more pain. She closes her eyes and I lean forward. I press a soft kiss onto her lips and whimper escapes her lips when I thrust in again. After a few more moments of trying, I was able to move with ease. Low moans of pleasure come from her and my own mixed with hers.
She hit her climax a moment before I spilled myself into her. I pulled out and turned, cuddling her. "Did I hurt you a lot?" I ask, pressing a kiss to her shoulder. "A little." She confesses, and my wolf growls at me. We weren't supposed to hurt her. He growls. I can't help that. I went slowly and gently for her. I snap back, ignoring him. "I'm-" I start but she presses a finger to my lips, silencing me. "I know. And it's okay. I wanted this. You." She says, and kisses me.
My wife and I tried different positions. Since Alexa was a pure Alpha, she wanted to be in control most of the time, but there were times I was the dominant one.
I never knew what it was like to be on the bottom, but with Lex on top, I started enjoying it. I knew when she was going to hit her orgasm when her eyes would shut close and would dig her nails into my shoulders, shuddering at the force of it.
And for the remainder of the night, we made love. We would pause and cuddle. Then either she would kiss my neck or I would nibble at her jaw, and we would mate again.
*Next Morning*