The Dead Girl with a Heartbeat: Inside my Mind

March 2011

03-01-11 March 1st,2011

I bought a scale last night! Yess! I am 94 pounds though. I know it's normal to fluctuate but I want to keep it low! My current goal is 89 lbs. It's taking way too much effort. I don't know if I can continue starving anymore, I've turned into such a pig. 

03-02-11 March 2nd,2011

92 lbs today! I kept my weight down, and I'm really trying so hard. I had a supply teacher today. Mrs. Noonan. Or should I say .. Poo'nan. I hate that b... so much! She sent me to the office for something Tania did. So I stomped on her foot. Serves her right!

  After school I had safety patrol with my friend Alexis. I can't wait until the safety patrol trip to Canada's Wonderland this coming June! 

03-03-11 March 3rd,2011

I pretended I was sick today. Why? Because I didn't feel like getting up. I'm way too tired. It's Chinese food day at school again, and I don't want to get fat. Today I ate a lunch mate pizza, small bowl of spaghetti, and a cheese string and an oatmeal pie cookie. Okay, so that was pretty bad. But it wasn't horrible. I weigh in at 92 lbs. When I woke up I was 91! I love my new scale. I weigh myself at least fifty times a day! No joke. I'm obsessed. I had an awesome workout today too so I burned off some of the junk food.

03-05-11 March 5th,2011

  Been video chatting on MSN with my cousin Allie all day. We had lots of fun on Habbo again. 

03-06-11 March 6th,2011

I lost my voice. I woke up and it was gone. Where did it go? It's probably still online because I was video chatting all day with my cousin. I want it back! My voice, I mean. My throat hurts so bad, and I have a cough along with that. Dad gave me some cherry flavored NeoCitran  tea. It was the most disgusting thing I've ever tasted in my entire existence! It made me sleep so much today. I went to Grandma's after I woke up and she gave me a bag of lollipops. I love her!

 My sister is gone forever I think. She's staying at a friends house. She caused way too much trouble at home and school, I guess. Vandalizing, smoking, drinking, puking every time she eats,  and fighting at school. When will this end?

03-07-11 March 7th, 2011

When I went back home today after the weekend at Dad's, I got sick shortly after. Again. So today I'm staying home from school. I got all comfy and watched Pretty Little Liars and Degrassi, my favorite shows. I ate waffles. Just a lazy day, skipping school and lounging in comfy clothes. My favorite kind of day.. haha. 

03-08-11 March 8th, 2011

No school again today, still sick! I wish this cough and cold would go away. At least I got to go on Xaddo and MSN with Maddi and Allie once they finished school today. 

03-09-11 March 9th, 2011

I'm still sick but I decided to go to school today. I have so much school work to catch up on. I had safety patrol in the freezing rain today. I'm now laying here in my bed, curled up in my blankets. Mom took my wifi away. No more MSN for me, I guess.... Today was ash wednesday at school so the school had to form lines for each grade, to get our foreheads smudged with gross black stuff into a cross by our teachers. Awkward and weird. 

03-10-11 March 10th, 2011

March 10th. Cookies death anniversary. One whole year later. I love you my little cookie monster! I miss you and love you lots, and you will never be forgotten and always be in my heart. I remember all those good memories with you Cooks! You were an amazing hamster.