Finding My Broken Angel

chapter 18: Addison

I sit on a stool in Robby's kitchen a tub of chocolate ice cream in my hands along with a large spoon, I definatly don't feel sick anymore and I'm glad, I still feel numb and theres a empty hole were my heart used to be so I've been trying to fill it with ice cream but it hasn't been working.
I hear the front door open and close and Robby walks in dumbing his bag on the table and giving me a smile.

"Hey, I see your feeling better" he chuckles.

"Yeah, sorry I ate your food" I say looking at the almost empty tub in my hands.

"Don't worry its fine" he says grabing a spoon and sitting next to me and starts eating to.

"How was school" I ask.

"Boring as usual" he tells me "what about you how you holding up".

"Ok I guess" I sigh "I still love him and I think I always will, I just can't believe he would cheat on me".

"I know its hard and everything looks likes its against you but it will get better" he says "and if it makes you feel better Nick still loves you and he was a complete wreak today without you".

"Really" I say saddly.

"Yeah and he would stop asking me if you were ok when I told him you were sick" he chuckles remembering the moment.

I sigh and continue eating.
Eventually me a Nick finish the ice cream and head to his room, he lays on the bed and plays xbox while I watch we are like this for awhile before Robby's stomach growls loudly.

"Ad can you get me something to eat" he asks giving me the puppy dog eyes.

"No" I say bluntly.

"Please" he asks again.

"No" I say.

"Why not" he pouts.

"Because you have to legs and you can use them" I say.

"But your my best friend" he says starting to get on my nerves.

"So" I say.

"Your supposed to get stuff for me" he explains.

"No" I say again.

"Please" he pleads.

I ignore him.

"Please" he says louder.

I keep ignoreing him.

"Please" he yells and I snap.

"I'm not some piece of shit you can push around to get you stuff" I scream "now shut up and get of your lazy ass and get it yourself".

Robby looks at me shocked he wasn't expecting that, i feel bad for snapping at him I've just been real moody.

"Wow, someones pmsing" he says just loud enought that I just hear it.

Thats when I realise something that I was to busy to realise a couple of weeks ago, my period was late, like two weeks late.
That when everything clicked together, the mood swings and the vomiting this morning that suddenly vanished.

"Ad are you ok" Robby asks looking at me worried.

"I'm two weeks late" I say softly.

Robby realises what I ment and he looks shocked again as he thinks about what this could mean.

"Oh shit" is the only thing he can think of to say and it perfectly fits this situation.