Teach me how to dougie

Thinking of you

Dougie's pov

God I miss her.

It's been 5 years to this day since I left, I left my Darcy without even a goodbye. I should have told her. I should have told her how I felt. I should have told her that I love her.

"Doug!!" I was snapped out of my thoughts, I looked up to see the lads standing around me. I let out a sigh, standing up and leaving the room. I need to get out. I need to be alone. I need to see her.

For the past 5 years I have been madly in love with darcy, I haven't had the guts to calls her, visit her, or even text her. Because I'm scared. I'm petrified that she will hate me. I didn't say goodbye. I had been in mcfly for a year and a half. I had been fine then suddenly management told me I had to move, and I did. I knew how much it would hurt me to say goodbye so I just left, no note, nothing.

I think about her everyday. Where is she? Does she still think about me? Does she miss me?

I know what I did was wrong but I fell in love with her, she was my best friend and that's all I ever was to her. A bestfriend.

My eyes closed as he tears raced each other down my face. My jaw clenched tighter and tighter. Anger was taking over me. How could I be so fucking stupid? My legs pulled my body towards the exit, my chest gasping for air. My hands running through my hair in desperation.

Why?

Because of her.

"Darcy! I'm sorry!" I yelled shouting over the loud notice of traffic. People walking by stared warily. I sobbed heavily my knees gave in and I sank to the floor, sliding down the brick wall.

"Dougie? Is that you?"

Harry's voice cut my sobbing, I sniffles holding back the many more tears threatening to spill.

I felt Harry kneel next to me, patting my back pulling me in to a manly hug. I could do it, more tears fell and the sobs crept back. I cried for so long, just letting all my emotions out, I could hear the others now, they were watching I could tell, I didn't care anymore, I just want darcy.