Teach me how to dougie

Please?

Dougie's pov

"Darcy?" I felt my breathing hitch. Wow, she hasn't changed a bit, she was still so beautiful. I was completely sure I was still madly in love with her, even if it was just my little secret.

"Stop the cab, I need to get out" I could see the panic and heart break in her eyes.The cab came to a stop and she got out without another word.

No.

I couldn't let he leave. "Darcy! Wait? I need you to come with us?" I saw her turn to face me, her body completely frozen, as her eyes glazed over slightly.

"Why dougie? You left 5 years ago, you didn't even think to say goodbye, I don't owe you anything."I got out of the cab and stood to face her.

"You think I didn't think about you everyday, wish i hadn't of just left. But I had to. I had to leave because I fell madly in love with you. But to you I was just your bestfriend. I couldn't stay and see you everyday without it driving me insane. And I know it was the wrong thing to do because for the last five years I have been regretting not telling you that I love you. This is why I want you to come with us to the studio so we can talk? Please?" I could feel my knees shaking, getting weaker and weaker. Tears formed in my eyes I tried my hardest to fight them but the pools got to deep and burst, flooding down my face.

"No dougie. I can't, I can't let you hurt me again. I fell so hard when you left. You didn't even say goodbye. You ignored my calls. Texts. Do you know how I found out where you were? I found out you has moved to London from watching the television? If you loved me so much, why? Why did you do that to me? I thought you were dead until I saw the news, your mum wouldn't even talk to me? I felt completely worthless, the one person I thought would always respect me, make me feel better when I was upset, let me down, the lowest I've ever been.  You did that to me dougie! You! But you know what, at least I kept my promise I stayed in school, I graduated. I kept my promise. Not like you. You didn't keep your promises. Not one. So don't you dare try and talk my around. I don't want to speak to you ever again." I felt my chest tighten her words cutting through me like knives. I did this to her. Me.

"Darcy I-I know what I did was wrong and I should have told you but. I was scared. Scared out of my mind. You have every right to hate me. Not to speak to me ever again. But I am pleading, please just come to the studio? Please?" I chocked on my tears.

God what have I done.