Teach me how to dougie

Sequel chapter 5

Dougies pov

I stood at the door amazed at the confident woman stood infront of me. she passed me my son and my daughter tugged on my trousers as she stood at my feet.

"You going to let us in or what?"

"Ur, yeah, come on in."

I was completely star stricken, I barely recognised her, she looked so young and confident, the complete opposite of the Darcy I know and love.

"Darcy, actually can I have a word with you in the living room, HARRY, can you just come and watch the kids for two minutes please?" Harry strolled into the room with a towel of his shoulder like he had just been working out, a huge grin appeared on his face as his picked up the twins tickling them, and sending their little bodies into over drive, before leaving.

I turned back to look at Darcy who was staring at me with an emotionless expression. I knew it was an act, she had never in all the time of me knowing her been this naturally confident, let alone when she has to deal with two kids and me walking out on her.

"Darcy, I'm sorry."

"You know, I have been waiting for you to get in touch to tell me that for a month, yesterday I would have accepted it and jumped into your arms and beg for us to get back together, but that was yesterday. I have realised I don't need you Dougie. I'm in a good place, the twins don't need you, they have barely even noticed you have been gone, so you know what! keep your apology and go and find someone naive enough to love you the way I did. Because I loved you dougie poynter! Me! I believed your bullshit after you lied to me about my memory loss, after you just left me for 5 years without a good bye, after you publicly humiliated me again and again! What you don't think I know about your filthy little prostitutes? that was the day I was at toms house sick to my stomach carrying twins! you! you were in club with a pair of dirty whores! I nearly lost the twins that day, do you remember? DO YOU REMEMBER? you know, all this time I bottled up all you dirty little secrets just to keep our marriage from falling flat on its arse, and over and over again you've lied and lied. you were the one who walked out on us, when you were in the wrong, again. so, like I said, go stick you apology as high up your ass as your ego."

Darcy's pov

Anger and adrenaline pulsed through my veins as my heart rate rose higher and higher, making me more red in the face than even humanly possible. my red face ripped through my foundation, also ripping through my mask of confidence. tears welled in my eyes as emotions began to become heavy. to much to carry.

I could see Dougie in the corner of my eye sat completely still, I hadn't dared move, barely even breath. Suddenly something clicked and bam!

"You know what, okay, sorry isn't good enough, fair enough. but don't you dare tell me your in a good place, when your in the darkest place you've been in years. what you thought a little foundation on the wrists would cover it up? no you wanted me to see, Darcy your screaming for help. why do you have to be so stubborn, just ask? I know you have cut your self, I know how much I have hurt you, and I will forever regret that, I hate myself because of it, but don't you dare hurt yourself because of me. DONT YOU DARE!!!"

"Oh its all about you, yet again isn't it! Its always about fucking you! your so self obsessed that ypu fprget ypu have a fucking family. your a useless waste of space for our kids. i have tried my best day after day for the past month, tell a lie since the day i got home from the hospital with the twins you have done fuck all, day in day out i have tried my best to look after the twins and if im honest every second has been hell. i love them more than anything but you never help me, i am always on my own. i cant do it any more dougie. im sorry i just can't now its your turn, theyre your kids."

Before i could even control my self i was sat in my car, driving. Where? i do not know.

I cant to it anymore. The thought of going back to the house, the empty house petrified me. My foot pressed harder and harder on the gas pedal. the car moving faster and faster. i could see a tree getting closer and closer. my breathing got faster and faster, my heart jolted in my chest, my arms were pulled to the side as the car went with them. relief hit me as i missed the tree, suddenly i felt everything around me spin.

Round and round.

Suddenly, CRASH!!!!!

Authors note..

Heyy so i deleted the old chapter and then rewrote it, also i am so sorry i havent updated very often, actually barely at all. but i am going to try and update atleast one a week.